rj.theshadowrising-第38章
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〃I don't feel anything；〃 he muttered； shifting his feet。 〃Goose bumps。 And no wonder。 It's not that I don't trust you； Egwene； but I cannot help being nervous when a woman is channeling around me。 I am sorry。〃
She did not bother explaining to him the difference between channeling and merely embracing the True Source。 There was so much he did not know； even pared to her own scant knowledge。 He was a blind man trying to work a loom by touch； with no idea of colors or what the threads； or even the loom； looked like。
With an effort she released saidar； and it was an effort。 Part of her wanted to cry at the loss。 〃I am not touching the Source now； Rand。〃 She stepped closer and peered up at him。 〃Do you still feel goose bumps？〃
〃No。 But that's just because you told me。〃 He gave an abrupt shrug of his shoulders。 〃You see？ I started thinking about it； and I have them again。〃
Egwene smiled triumphantly。 She did not need to look around at Elayne to confirm what she had already sensed； what they had agreed upon earlier for this point。 〃You can sense a woman embracing the Source； Rand。 Elayne is doing just that right now。〃 He squinted at the Daughter…Heir。 〃It doesn't matter what you see or don't see。 You felt it。 We have that much。 Let's see what else we can find。 Rand； embrace the Source。 Embrace saidin。〃 The words came out hoarsely。 They had agreed on this； too； she and Elayne。 He was Rand； not a monster from the stories； and they had agreed on it； but still； asking a man to。。。。 The wonder was that she had gotten the words out at all。 〃Do you see anything？〃 she asked Elayne。 〃Or feel anything？〃
Rand still doled out glances between them； in between staring at the floor and sometimes blushing。 Why was he so out of countenance？ Studying him fixedly； the Daughter…Heir shook her head。 〃He could just be standing there for all I can tell。 Are you sure he is doing anything？〃
〃He can be stubborn； but he isn't foolish。 At least； he isn't foolish most of the time。〃
〃Well； stubborn or foolish or something else； I feel nothing at all。〃
Egwene frowned at him。 〃You said you would do as we asked； Rand。 Are you？ If you felt something； so should I； and I do not … 〃 She broke off with a stifled yelp。 Something had pinched her bottom。 Rand's lips twitched； clearly fighting a grin。 〃That；〃 she told him crisply； 〃was not nice。〃
He tried to keep his face innocent； but the grin slipped。 〃You said you wanted to feel something； and I just thought…〃 His sudden roar made Egwene jump。 Clapping a hand to his left buttock； he hobbled in a pained circle。 〃Blood and ashes； Egwene！ There was no need to …〃 He fell off into deeper； inaudible mutters Egwene was just as glad she did not understand。
She took the opportunity to flap the scarf for a little air； and shared a small smile with Elayne。 The glow faded around the Daughter…Heir。 They both came close to giggling as they rubbed themselves surreptitiously。 That should show him。 About a hundred for one； Egwene estimated。
Turning back to Rand； she put on her sternest face。 〃I would have expected something like that from Mat。 I thought you； at least； had grown up。 We came here to help you； if we can。 Try to cooperate。 Do something with the Power； something that isn't childish。 Perhaps we will be able to sense that。〃
Hunched； he glared at them。 〃Do something；〃 he muttered。 〃You had no call to … I'll limp for … You want me to do something？〃
Suddenly she lifted into the air； and Elayne； too； they stared at each other； wide…eyed； as they floated a pace above the carpet。 There was nothing holding them； no flows Egwene could feel or see。 Nothing。 Her mouth tightened。 He had no right to do this。 No right at all； and it was time he learned it。 The same sort of shield of Spirit that cut Joiya off from the Source would stop him； too； Aes Sedai used it on the rare men they found who could channel。
She opened herself to saidar … and her stomach sank。 Saidar was there … she could feel its warmth and light … but between her and the True Source stood something； nothing； an absence that shut her away from the Source like a stone wall。 She felt hollow inside； until panic welled up to fill her。 A man was channeling； and she was caught in it。 He was Rand； of course； but dangling there like a basket； helpless； all she could think of was a man channeling； and the taint on saidin。 She tried to shout at him； but all that came out was a croak。
〃You want me to do something？〃 Rand growled。 A pair of small tables flexed their legs awkwardly； the wood creaking； and began to stumble about in a stiff parody of dance； gilt flaking off and falling。 〃Do you like this？〃 Fire flared up in the fireplace； filling the hearth from side to side； burning on stone bare of ashes。 〃Or this？〃 The tall stag and wolves above the fireplace began to soften and slump。 Thin streams of gold and silver flowed out from the mass； fining down to shining threads； snaking； weaving themselves into a narrow sheet of metallic cloth； the length of glittering fabric hung in the air as it grew； its far end still linked to the slowly melting statuette on the stone mantel。 〃Do something；〃 Rand said。 〃Do something！ Do you have any idea what it is like to touch saidin； to hold it？ Do you？ I can feel the madness waiting。 Seeping into me！〃
Abruptly the capering tables burst into flame like torches； dancing still； books spun into the air； pages fluttering； the mattress on the bed erupted； showering feathers across the room like snow。 Feathers falling onto the burning tables filled the room with their sharp； sooty stink。
For a moment Rand stared wildly at the blazing tables。 Then whatever was holding Egwene and Elayne vanished； along with the shield； their heels thumped onto the carpet in the same instant the flames went out as if sucked into the wood they had been consuming。 The blaze in the fireplace winked out； as well； and the books fell to the floor in a worse jumble than before。 The length of gold…and…silver cloth dropped； too； along with strands of rough…melted metal； no longer liquid or even hot。 Only three largish lumps； two silver and one gold； remained on the mantel； cold and unrecognizable。
Egwene had staggered into Elayne as they landed。 They clutched each other for support； but Egwene felt the other woman doing exactly what she was doing； embracing saidar as quickly as she could。 In moments she had a shield ready to throw around Rand if he even appeared to be channeling； but he stood stunned； staring at the charred tables with feathers still drifting down around him； flecking his coat。
He did not seem to be a danger； now； but the room was certainly a mess。 She wove tiny flows of Air to pull all the floating feathers together； and those already on the carpet； as well。 As an afterthought； she added those on his coat。 The rest of it he could have the majhere straighten； or see to himself。
Rand flinched as the feathers floated past him to alight on the tattered ruins of the mattress。 It did nothing for the smell； burned feathers and burned wood； but at least the room was neater； and the open windows and faint breezes were already lessening the stench。
〃The majhere may not want to give me another；〃 he said with a strained laugh。 〃A mattress a day is probably more than she is willing to。。。。〃 He avoided looking at her or Elayne。 〃I'm sorry。 I did not mean to。。。。Sometimes it runs wild。 Sometimes there's nothing there when I reach for it； and sometimes it does things I don't。。。。 I'm sorry。 Perhaps you had better go。 I seem to say that a lot。〃 He blushed again and cleared his throat。 〃I am not touching the Source； but maybe you had best go。〃
〃We are not done yet；〃 Egwene said gently。 More gently than she felt … she wanted to box his ears； the idea of picking her up like that； shielding her … and Elayne … but he was on the ragged edge。 Of what； she did not know； and she did not want to find out； not now； not here。 With so many exclaiming over their strength … everyone said she and Elayne would be among the strongest Aes Sedai； if not the strongest； in a thousand years or more … she had assumed they were as strong as h
