david copperfield(大卫.科波维尔)-第13章
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Mr。 Peggotty went occasionally to a public…house called The
Willing Mind。 I discovered this； by his being out on the second or
third evening of our visit； and by Mrs。 Gummidge’s looking up at
the Dutch clock； between eight and nine； and saying he was there；
and that； what was more； she had known in the morning he would
go there。
Mrs。 Gummidge had been in a low state all day； and had burst
into tears in the forenoon； when the fire smoked。 ‘I am a lone lorn
creetur’；’ were Mrs。 Gummidge’s words； when that unpleasant
occurrence took place； ‘and everythink goes contrary with me。’
‘Oh； it’ll soon leave off；’ said Peggotty—I again mean our
Peggotty—‘and besides； you know； it’s not more disagreeable to
you than to us。’
‘I feel it more；’ said Mrs。 Gummidge。
It was a very cold day； with cutting blasts of wind。 Mrs。
Gummidge’s peculiar corner of the fireside seemed to me to be the
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warmest and snuggest in the place； as her chair was certainly the
easiest； but it didn’t suit her that day at all。 She was constantly
complaining of the cold； and of its occasioning a visitation in her
back which she called ‘the creeps’。 At last she shed tears on that
subject； and said again that she was ‘a lone lorn creetur’ and
everythink went contrary with her’。
‘It is certainly very cold；’ said Peggotty。 ‘Everybody must feel it
so。’
‘I feel it more than other people；’ said Mrs。 Gummidge。
So at dinner； when Mrs。 Gummidge was always helped
immediately after me； to whom the preference was given as a
visitor of distinction。 The fish were small and bony； and the
potatoes were a little burnt。 We all acknowledged that we felt this
something of a disappointment； but Mrs。 Gummidge said she felt it
more than we did； and shed tears again； and made that former
declaration with great bitterness。
Accordingly； when Mr。 Peggotty came home about nine o’clock；
this unfortunate Mrs。 Gummidge was knitting in her corner； in a
very wretched and miserable condition。 Peggotty had been
working cheerfully。 Ham had been patching up a great pair of
waterboots； and I； with little Em’ly by my side； had been reading
to them。 Mrs。 Gummidge had never made any other remark than a
forlorn sigh； and had never raised her eyes since tea。
‘Well； Mates；’ said Mr。 Peggotty； taking his seat； ‘and how are
you？’
We all said something； or looked something； to welcome him；
except Mrs。 Gummidge； who only shook her head over her
knitting。
‘What’s amiss？’ said Mr。 Peggotty； with a clap of his hands。
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‘Cheer up； old Mawther！’ （Mr。 Peggotty meant old girl。）
Mrs。 Gummidge did not appear to be able to cheer up。 She took
out an old black silk handkerchief and wiped her eyes； but instead
of putting it in her pocket； kept it out； and wiped them again； and
still kept it out； ready for use。
‘What’s amiss； dame？’ said Mr。 Peggotty。
‘Nothing；’ returned Mrs。 Gummidge。 ‘You’ve come from The
Willing Mind； Dan’l？’
‘Why yes； I’ve took a short spell at The Willing Mind tonight；’
said Mr。 Peggotty。
‘I’m sorry I should drive you there；’ said Mrs。 Gummidge。
‘Drive！ I don’t want no driving；’ returned Mr。 Peggotty with an
honest laugh。 ‘I only go too ready。’
‘Very ready；’ said Mrs。 Gummidge； shaking her head； and
wiping her eyes。 ‘Yes； yes； very ready。 I am sorry it should be
along of me that you’re so ready。’
‘Along o’ you！ It an’t along o’ you！’ said Mr。 Peggotty。 ‘Don’t ye
believe a bit on it。’
‘Yes； yes； it is；’ cried Mrs。 Gummidge。 ‘I know what I am。 I know
that I am a lone lorn creetur’； and not only that everythink goes
contrary with me； but that I go contrary with everybody。 Yes； yes。
I feel more than other people do； and I show it more。 It’s my
misfortun’。’
I really couldn’t help thinking； as I sat taking in all this； that the
misfortune extended to some other members of that family besides
Mrs。 Gummidge。 But Mr。 Peggotty made no such retort； only
answering with another entreaty to Mrs。 Gummidge to cheer up。
‘I an’t what I could wish myself to be；’ said Mrs。 Gummidge。 ‘I
am far from it。 I know what I am。 My troubles has made me
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contrary。 I feel my troubles； and they make me contrary。 I wish I
didn’t feel ’em； but I do。 I wish I could be hardened to ’em； but I
an’t。 I make the house uncomfortable。 I don’t wonder at it。 I’ve
made your sister so all day； and Master Davy。’
Here I was suddenly melted； and roared out； ‘No； you haven’t；
Mrs。 Gummidge；’ in great mental distress。
‘It’s far from right that I should do it；’ said Mrs。 Gummidge。 ‘It
an’t a fit return。 I had better go into the house and die。 I am a lone
lorn creetur’； and had much better not make myself contrary here。
If thinks must go contrary with me； and I must go contrary myself；
let me go contrary in my parish。 Dan’l； I’d better go into the house；
and die and be a riddance！’
Mrs。 Gummidge retired with these words； and betook herself to
bed。 When she was gone； Mr。 Peggotty； who had not exhibited a
trace of any feeling but the profoundest sympathy； looked round
upon us； and nodding his head with a lively expression of that
sentiment still animating his face； said in a whisper：
‘She’s been thinking of the old ’un！’
I did not quite understand what old one Mrs。 Gummidge was
supposed to have fixed her mind upon； until Peggotty； on seeing
me to bed； explained that it was the late Mr。 Gummidge； and that
her brother always took that for a received truth on such
occasions； and that it always had a moving effect upon him。 Some
time after he was in his hammock that night； I heard him myself
repeat to Ham； ‘Poor thing！ She’s been thinking of the old ’un！’
And whenever Mrs。 Gummidge was overcome in a similar manner
during the remainder of our stay （which happened some few
times）； he always said the same thing in extenuation of the
circumstance； and always with the tenderest commiseration。
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So the fortnight slipped away； varied by nothing but the
variation of the tide； which altered Mr。 Peggotty’s times of going
out and coming in； and altered Ham’s engagements also。 When the
latter was unemployed； he sometimes walked with us to show us
the boats and ships； and once or twice he took us for a row。 I don’t
know why one slight set of impressions should be more
particularly associated with a place than another； though I believe
this obtains with most people； in reference especially to the
associations of their childhood。 I never hear the name； or read the
name； of Yarmouth； but I am reminded of a certain Sunday
morning on the beach； the bells ringing for church； little Em’ly
leaning on my shoulder； Ham lazily dropping stones into the
water； and the sun； away at sea； just breaking through the heavy
mist； and showing us the ships； like their own shadows。
At last the day came for going home。 I bore up against the
separation from Mr。 Peggotty and Mrs。 Gummidge； but my agony
of mind at leaving little Em’ly was piercing。 We went arm…in…arm
to the public…house where the carrier put up； and I promised； on
the road； to write to her。 （I redeemed that promise afterwards； in
characters larger than those in which apartments are usually
announced in manuscript； as being to let。） We were greatly
overcome at parting； and if ever； in my life； I have had a void made
in my heart； I had one made that day。
Now； all the time I had been on my visit； I had been ungrateful
to my home again； and had thought little or nothing about it。 But I
was no sooner turned towards it； than my reproachful young
conscience seemed to point that way with a ready finger； and I felt；
all the more for the sinking of my spirits； that it was my nest； and
that my mother was my comforter and friend。
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