david copperfield(大卫.科波维尔)-第31章
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‘Why; you know not;’ said Mr。 Creakle。 ‘Don’t you; man?’
‘I apprehend you never supposed my worldly circumstances to
be very good;’ replied the assistant。 ‘You know what my position
is; and always has been; here。’
‘I apprehend; if you come to that;’ said Mr。 Creakle; with his
veins swelling again bigger than ever; ‘that you’ve been in a wrong
position altogether; and mistook this for a charity school。 Mr。 Mell;
we’ll part; if you please。 The sooner the better。’
‘There is no time;’ answered Mr。 Mell; rising; ‘like the present。’
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‘Sir; to you!’ said Mr。 Creakle。
‘I take my leave of you; Mr。 Creakle; and all of you;’ said Mr。
Mell; glancing round the room; and again patting me gently on the
shoulders。 ‘James Steerforth; the best wish I can leave you is that
you may come to be ashamed of what you have done today。 At
present I would prefer to see you anything rather than a friend; to
me; or to anyone in whom I feel an interest。’
Once more he laid his hand upon my shoulder; and then taking
his flute and a few books from his desk; and leaving the key in it
for his successor; he went out of the school; with his property
under his arm。 Mr。 Creakle then made a speech; through Tungay;
in which he thanked Steerforth for asserting (though perhaps too
warmly) the independence and respectability of Salem House; and
which he wound up by shaking hands with Steerforth; while we
gave three cheers—I did not quite know what for; but I supposed
for Steerforth; and so joined in them ardently; though I felt
miserable。 Mr。 Creakle then caned Tommy Traddles for being
discovered in tears; instead of cheers; on account of Mr。 Mell’s
departure; and went back to his sofa; or his bed; or wherever he
had come from。
We were left to ourselves now; and looked very blank; I
recollect; on one another。 For myself; I felt so much self…reproach
and contrition for my part in what had happened; that nothing
would have enabled me to keep back my tears but the fear that
Steerforth; who often looked at me; I saw; might think it
unfriendly—or; I should rather say; considering our relative ages;
and the feeling with which I regarded him; undutiful—if I showed
the emotion which distressed me。 He was very angry with
Traddles; and said he was glad he had caught it。
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Poor Traddles; who had passed the stage of lying with his head
upon the desk; and was relieving himself as usual with a burst of
skeletons; said he didn’t care。 Mr。 Mell was ill…used。
‘Who has ill…used him; you girl?’ said Steerforth。
‘Why; you have;’ returned Traddles。
‘What have I done?’ said Steerforth。
‘What have you done?’ retorted Traddles。 ‘Hurt his feelings;
and lost him his situation。’
‘His feelings?’ repeated Steerforth disdainfully。 ‘His feelings
will soon get the better of it; I’ll be bound。 His feelings are not like
yours; Miss Traddles。 As to his situation—which was a precious
one; wasn’t it?—do you suppose I am not going to write home; and
take care that he gets some money? Polly?’
We thought this intention very noble in Steerforth; whose
mother was a widow; and rich; and would do almost anything; it
was said; that he asked her。 We were all extremely glad to see
Traddles so put down; and exalted Steerforth to the skies:
especially when he told us; as he condescended to do; that what he
had done had been done expressly for us; and for our cause; and
that he had conferred a great boon upon us by unselfishly doing it。
But I must say that when I was going on with a story in the dark
that night; Mr。 Mell’s old flute seemed more than once to sound
mournfully in my ears; and that when at last Steerforth was tired;
and I lay down in my bed; I fancied it playing so sorrowfully
somewhere; that I was quite wretched。
I soon forgot him in the contemplation of Steerforth; who; in an
easy amateur way; and without any book (he seemed to me to
know everything by heart); took some of his classes until a new
master was found。 The new master came from a grammar school;
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and before he entered on his duties; dined in the parlour one day;
to be introduced to Steerforth。 Steerforth approved of him highly;
and told us he was a Brick。 Without exactly understanding what
learned distinction was meant by this; I respected him greatly for
it; and had no doubt whatever of his superior knowledge: though
he never took the pains with me—not that I was anybody—that
Mr。 Mell had taken。
There was only one other event in this half…year; out of the daily
school…life; that made an impression upon me which still survives。
It survives for many reasons。
One afternoon; when we were all harassed into a state of dire
confusion; and Mr。 Creakle was laying about him dreadfully;
Tungay came in; and called out in his usual strong way: ‘Visitors
for Copperfield!’
A few words were interchanged between him and Mr。 Creakle;
as; who the visitors were; and what room they were to be shown
into; and then I; who had; according to custom; stood up on the
announcement being made; and felt quite faint with astonishment;
was told to go by the back stairs and get a clean frill on; before I
repaired to the dining…room。 These orders I obeyed; in such a
flutter and hurry of my young spirits as I had never known before;
and when I got to the parlour door; and the thought came into my
head that it might be my mother—I had only thought of Mr。 or
Miss Murdstone until then—I drew back my hand from the lock;
and stopped to have a sob before I went in。
At first I saw nobody; but feeling a pressure against the door; I
looked round it; and there; to my amazement; were Mr。 Peggotty
and Ham; ducking at me with their hats; and squeezing one
another against the wall。 I could not help laughing; but it was
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much more in the pleasure of seeing them; than at the appearance
they made。 We shook hands in a very cordial way; and I laughed
and laughed; until I pulled out my pocket…handkerchief and wiped
my eyes。
Mr。 Peggotty (who never shut his mouth once; I remember;
during the visit) showed great concern when he saw me do this;
and nudged Ham to say something。
‘Cheer up; Mas’r Davy bor’!’ said Ham; in his simpering way。
‘Why; how you have growed!’
‘Am I grown?’ I said; drying my eyes。 I was not crying at
anything in particular that I know of; but somehow it made me
cry; to see old friends。
‘Growed; Mas’r Davy bor’? Ain’t he growed!’ said Ham。
‘Ain’t he growed!’ said Mr。 Peggotty。
They made me laugh again by laughing at each other; and then
we all three laughed until I was in danger of crying again。
‘Do you know how mama is; Mr。 Peggotty?’ I said。 ‘And how my
dear; dear; old Peggotty is?’
‘Oncommon;’ said Mr。 Peggotty。
‘And little Em’ly; and Mrs。 Gummidge?’
‘On—common;’ said Mr。 Peggotty。
There was a silence。 Mr。 Peggotty; to relieve it; took two
prodigious lobsters; and an enormous crab; and a large canvas bag
of shrimps; out of his pockets; and piled them up in Ham’s arms。
‘You see;’ said Mr。 Peggotty; ‘knowing as you was partial to a
little relish with your wittles when you was along with us; we took
the liberty。 The old Mawther biled ’em; she did。 Mrs。 Gummidge
biled ’em。 Yes;’ said Mr。 Peggotty; slowly; who I thought appeared
to stick to the subject on account of having no other subject ready;
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‘Mrs。 Gummidge; I do assure you; she biled ’em。’
I expressed my thanks; and Mr。 Peggotty; after looking at Ham;
who stood smiling sheepishly over the shellfish; without making
any attempt to help him; said:
‘We come; you see; the wind and tide making in our favour; in
one of our Yarmouth lugs to Gravesen’。 My sister she wrote to me
the name of this here place; and wrote t