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outside the side…gate who come waddling after me with their long
necks stretched out when I go that way； I dream at night： as a man
environed by wild beasts might dream of lions。
Here is a long passage—what an enormous perspective I make
of it！—leading from Peggotty’s kitchen to the front door。 A dark
store…room opens out of it； and that is a place to be run past at
night； for I don’t know what may be among those tubs and jars
and old tea…chests； when there is nobody in there with a dimly…
burning light； letting a mouldy air come out of the door； in which
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there is the smell of soap； pickles； pepper； candles； and coffee； all
at one whiff。 Then there are the two parlours： the parlour in which
we sit of an evening； my mother and I and Peggotty—for Peggotty
is quite our companion； when her work is done and we are alone—
and the best parlour where we sit on a Sunday； grandly； but not so
comfortably。 There is something of a doleful air about that room to
me； for Peggotty has told me—I don’t know when； but apparently
ages ago—about my father’s funeral； and the company having
their black cloaks put on。 One Sunday night my mother reads to
Peggotty and me in there； how Lazarus was raised up from the
dead。 And I am so frightened that they are afterwards obliged to
take me out of bed； and show me the quiet churchyard out of the
bedroom window； with the dead all lying in their graves at rest；
below the solemn moon。
There is nothing half so green that I know anywhere； as the
grass of that churchyard； nothing half so shady as its trees；
nothing half so quiet as its tombstones。 The sheep are feeding
there； when I kneel up； early in the morning； in my little bed in a
closet within my mother’s room； to look out at it； and I see the red
light shining on the sun…dial； and think within myself； ‘Is the sundial glad； I wonder； that it can tell the time again？’
Here is our pew in the church。 What a high…backed pew！ With a
window near it； out of which our house can be seen； and is seen
many times during the morning’s service； by Peggotty； who likes
to make herself as sure as she can that it’s not being robbed； or is
not in flames。 But though Peggotty’s eye wanders； she is much
offended if mine does； and frowns to me； as I stand upon the seat；
that I am to look at the clergyman。 But I can’t always look at him—
I know him without that white thing on； and I am afraid of his
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wondering why I stare so； and perhaps stopping the service to
inquire—and what am I to do？ It’s a dreadful thing to gape； but I
must do something。 I look at my mother； but she pretends not to
see me。 I look at a boy in the aisle； and he makes faces at me。 I
look at the sunlight coming in at the open door through the porch；
and there I see a stray sheep—I don’t mean a sinner； but mutton—
half making up his mind to come into the church。 I feel that if I
looked at him any longer； I might be tempted to say something out
loud； and what would become of me then！ I look up at the
monumental tablets on the wall； and try to think of Mr。 Bodgers
late of this parish； and what the feelings of Mrs。 Bodgers must
have been； when affliction sore； long time Mr。 Bodgers bore； and
physicians were in vain。 I wonder whether they called in Mr。
Chillip； and he was in vain； and if so； how he likes to be reminded
of it once a week。 I look from Mr。 Chillip； in his Sunday neckcloth；
to the pulpit； and think what a good place it would be to play in；
and what a castle it would make； with another boy coming up the
stairs to attack it； and having the velvet cushion with the tassels
thrown down on his head。 In time my eyes gradually shut up； and；
from seeming to hear the clergyman singing a drowsy song in the
heat； I hear nothing； until I fall off the seat with a crash； and am
taken out； more dead than alive； by Peggotty。
And now I see the outside of our house； with the latticed
bedroom…windows standing open to let in the sweet…smelling air；
and the ragged old rooks’…nests still dangling in the elm…trees at
the bottom of the front garden。 Now I am in the garden at the
back； beyond the yard where the empty pigeon…house and dog…
kennel are—a very preserve of butterflies； as I remember it； with a
high fence； and a gate and padlock； where the fruit clusters on the
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trees； riper and richer than fruit has ever been since； in any other
garden； and where my mother gathers some in a basket； while I
stand by； bolting furtive gooseberries； and trying to look unmoved。
A great wind rises； and the summer is gone in a moment。 We are
playing in the winter twilight； dancing about the parlour。 When
my mother is out of breath and rests herself in an elbow…chair； I
watch her winding her bright curls round her fingers； and
straitening her waist； and nobody knows better than I do that she
likes to look so well； and is proud of being so pretty。
That is among my very earliest impressions。 That； and a sense
that we were both a little afraid of Peggotty； and submitted
ourselves in most things to her direction； were among the first
opinions—if they may be so called—that I ever derived from what
I saw。
Peggotty and I were sitting one night by the parlour fire； alone。
I had been reading to Peggotty about crocodiles。 I must have read
very perspicuously； or the poor soul must have been deeply
interested； for I remember she had a cloudy impression； after I
had done； that they were a sort of vegetable。 I was tired of reading；
and dead sleepy； but having leave； as a high treat； to sit up until
my mother came home from spending the evening at a
neighbour’s； I would rather have died upon my post （of course）
than have gone to bed。 I had reached that stage of sleepiness when
Peggotty seemed to swell and grow immensely large。 I propped
my eyelids open with my two forefingers； and looked
perseveringly at her as she sat at work； at the little bit of wax…
candle she kept for her thread—how old it looked； being so
wrinkled in all directions！—at the little house with a thatched roof；
where the yard…measure lived； at her work…box with a sliding lid；
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with a view of St。 Paul’s Cathedral （with a pink dome） painted on
the top； at the brass thimble on her finger； at herself； whom I
thought lovely。 I felt so sleepy； that I knew if I lost sight of
anything for a moment； I was gone。
‘Peggotty；’ says I； suddenly； ‘were you ever married？’
‘Lord； Master Davy；’ replied Peggotty。 ‘What’s put marriage in
your head？’
She answered with such a start； that it quite awoke me。 And
then she stopped in her work； and looked at me； with her needle
drawn out to its thread’s length。
‘But were you ever married； Peggotty？’ says I。 ‘You are a very
handsome woman； an’t you？’
I thought her in a different style from my mother； certainly； but
of another school of beauty； I considered her a perfect example。
There was a red velvet footstool in the best parlour； on which my
mother had painted a nosegay。 The ground…work of that stool； and
Peggotty’s complexion appeared to me to be one and the same
thing。 The stool was smooth； and Peggotty was rough； but that
made no difference。
‘Me handsome； Davy！’ said Peggotty。 ‘Lawk； no； my dear！ But
what put marriage in your head？’
‘I don’t know！—You mustn’t marry more than one person at a
time； may you； Peggotty？’
‘Certainly not；’ says Peggotty； with the promptest decision。
‘But if you marry a person； and the person dies； why then you
may marry another person； mayn’t you； Peggotty？’
‘You may；’ says Peggotty； ‘if you choose； my dear。 That’s a
matter of opinion。’
‘But what is your opinion； Peggotty？’ said I。
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I asked her； and looked curiously at her； because she looked so
curiously at me。
‘My opinion is；�
