david copperfield(大卫.科波维尔)-第89章
按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页，按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页，按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部！
————未阅读完？加入书签已便下次继续阅读！
complete。 Finally； her handsome features looked down on her
darling from a portrait on the wall； as if it were even something to
her that her likeness should watch him while he slept。
I found the fire burning clear enough in my room by this time；
Charles Dickens ElecBook Classics
David Copperfield
and the curtains drawn before the windows and round the bed；
giving it a very snug appearance。 I sat down in a great chair upon
the hearth to meditate on my happiness； and had enjoyed the
contemplation of it for some time； when I found a likeness of Miss
Dartle looking eagerly at me from above the chimney…piece。
It was a startling likeness； and necessarily had a startling look。
The painter hadn’t made the scar； but I made it； and there it was；
coming and going； now confined to the upper lip as I had seen it at
dinner； and now showing the whole extent of the wound inflicted
by the hammer； as I had seen it when she was passionate。
I wondered peevishly why they couldn’t put her anywhere else
instead of quartering her on me。 To get rid of her； I undressed
quickly； extinguished my light； and went to bed。 But； as I fell
asleep； I could not forget that she was still there looking； ‘Is it
really； though？ I want to know’； and when I awoke in the night； I
found that I was uneasily asking all sorts of people in my dreams
whether it really was or not—without knowing what I meant。
Charles Dickens ElecBook Classics
David Copperfield
Chapter 21
LITTLE EM’LY
There was a servant in that house； a man who； I
understood； was usually with Steerforth； and had come
into his service at the University； who was in appearance
a pattern of respectability。 I believe there never existed in his
station a more respectable…looking man。 He was taciturn； soft…
footed； very quiet in his manner； deferential； observant； always at
hand when wanted； and never near when not wanted； but his
great claim to consideration was his respectability。 He had not a
pliant face； he had rather a stiff neck； rather a tight smooth head
with short hair clinging to it at the sides； a soft way of speaking；
with a peculiar habit of whispering the letter S so distinctly； that
he seemed to use it oftener than any other man； but every
peculiarity that he had he made respectable。 If his nose had been
upside…down； he would have made that respectable。 He
surrounded himself with an atmosphere of respectability； and
walked secure in it。 It would have been next to impossible to
suspect him of anything wrong； he was so thoroughly respectable。
Nobody could have thought of putting him in a livery； he was so
highly respectable。 To have imposed any derogatory work upon
him； would have been to inflict a wanton insult on the feelings of a
most respectable man。 And of this； I noticed—the women…servants
in the household were so intuitively conscious； that they always
did such work themselves； and generally while he read the paper
by the pantry fire。
Charles Dickens ElecBook Classics
David Copperfield
Such a self…contained man I never saw。 But in that quality； as in
every other he possessed； he only seemed to be the more
respectable。 Even the fact that no one knew his Christian name；
seemed to form a part of his respectability。 Nothing could be
objected against his surname； Littimer； by which he was known。
Peter might have been hanged； or Tom transported； but Littimer
was perfectly respectable。
It was occasioned； I suppose； by the reverend nature of
respectability in the abstract； but I felt particularly young in this
man’s presence。 How old he was himself； I could not guess—and
that again went to his credit on the same score； for in the calmness
of respectability he might have numbered fifty years as well as
thirty。
Littimer was in my room in the morning before I was up； to
bring me that reproachful shaving…water； and to put out my
clothes。 When I undrew the curtains and looked out of bed； I saw
him； in an equable temperature of respectability； unaffected by the
east wind of January； and not even breathing frostily； standing my
boots right and left in the first dancing position； and blowing
specks of dust off my coat as he laid it down like a baby。
I gave him good morning； and asked him what o’clock it was。
He took out of his pocket the most respectable hunting…watch I
ever saw； and preventing the spring with his thumb from opening
far； looked in at the face as if he were consulting an oracular
oyster； shut it up again； and said； if I pleased； it was half past eight。
‘Mr。 Steerforth will be glad to hear how you have rested； sir。’
‘Thank you；’ said I； ‘very well indeed。 Is Mr。 Steerforth quite
well？’
‘Thank you； sir； Mr。 Steerforth is tolerably well。’ Another of his
Charles Dickens ElecBook Classics
David Copperfield
characteristics—no use of superlatives。 A cool calm medium
always。
‘Is there anything more I can have the honour of doing for you；
sir？ The warning…bell will ring at nine； the family take breakfast at
half past nine。’
‘Nothing； I thank you。’
‘I thank you； sir； if you please’； and with that； and with a little
inclination of his head when he passed the bed…side； as an apology
for correcting me； he went out； shutting the door as delicately as if
I had just fallen into a sweet sleep on which my life depended。
Every morning we held exactly this conversation： never any
more； and never any less： and yet； invariably； however far I might
have been lifted out of myself over…night； and advanced towards
maturer years； by Steerforth’s companionship； or Mrs。
Steerforth’s confidence； or Miss Dartle’s conversation； in the
presence of this most respectable man I became； as our smaller
poets sing； ‘a boy again’。
He got horses for us； and Steerforth； who knew everything；
gave me lessons in riding。 He provided foils for us； and Steerforth
gave me lessons in fencing—gloves； and I began； of the same
master； to improve in boxing。 It gave me no manner of concern
that Steerforth should find me a novice in these sciences； but I
never could bear to show my want of skill before the respectable
Littimer。 I had no reason to believe that Littimer understood such
arts himself； he never led me to suppose anything of the kind； by
so much as the vibration of one of his respectable eyelashes； yet
whenever he was by； while we were practising； I felt myself the
greenest and most inexperienced of mortals。
I am particular about this man； because he made a particular
Charles Dickens ElecBook Classics
David Copperfield
effect on me at that time； and because of what took place
thereafter。
The week passed away in a most delightful manner。 It passed
rapidly； as may be supposed； to one entranced as I was； and yet it
gave me so many occasions for knowing Steerforth better； and
admiring him more in a thousand respects； that at its close I
seemed to have been with him for a much longer time。 A dashing
way he had of treating me like a plaything； was more agreeable to
me than any behaviour he could have adopted。 It reminded me of
our old acquaintance； it seemed the natural sequel of it； it showed
me that he was unchanged； it relieved me of any uneasiness I
might have felt； in comparing my merits with his； and measuring
my claims upon his friendship by any equal standard； above all； it
was a familiar； unrestrained； affectionate demeanour that he used
towards no one else。 As he had treated me at school differently
from all the rest； I joyfully believed that he treated me in life
unlike any other friend he had。 I believed that I was nearer to his
heart than any other friend； and my own heart warmed with
attachment to him。 He made up his mind to go with me into the
country； and the day arrived for our departure。 He had been
doubtful at first whether to take Littimer or not； but decided to
leave him at home。 The respectable creature； satisfied with his lot
whatever it was； arranged our portmanteaux on the little carriage
that was to take us into London； as if they were intended to
