2 new moon新月-第39章
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Jacob… well； there was no way I could have disguised the abyss I was plunging into now。 How could I
have explained the way I was fracturing into pieces； the way I had to curl into a ball to keep the empty
hole from tearing me apart？ It was so much better that I didn't have an audience。
And I wouldn't have to explain to anyone why I was in such a hurry to leave； either。 Jacob would have
assumed； after going to so much trouble to locate the stupid place； I would want to spend more than a
few seconds here。 But I was already trying to find the strength to get to my feet again； forcing myself out
of the ball so that I could escape。 There was too much pain in this empty place to bear—I would crawl
away if I had to。
How lucky that I was alone！
Alone。 I repeated the word with grim satisfaction as I wrenched myself to my feet despite the pain。 At
precisely that moment； a figure stepped out from the trees to the north； some thirty paces away。
A dizzying array of emotions shot through me in a second。 The first was surprise； I was far from any trail
here； and I didn't expect company。 Then； as my eyes focused on the motionless figure； seeing the utter
stillness； the pallid skin； a rush of piercing hope rocked through me。 I suppressed it viciously； fighting
against the equally sharp lash of agony as my eyes continued to the face beneath the black hair； the face
that wasn't the one I wanted to see。 Next was fear； this was not the face I grieved for； but it was close
enough for me to know that the man facing me was no stray hiker。
And finally； in the end； recognition。
〃Laurent！〃 I cried in surprised pleasure。
It was an irrational response。 I probably should have stopped at fear。
Laurent had been one of James's coven when we'd first met。 He hadn't been involved with the hunt that
followed—the hunt where I was the quarry—but that was only because he was afraid； I was protected
by a bigger coven than his own。 It would have been different if that wasn't the case—he'd had no
compunctions； at the time； against making a meal of me。 Of course； he must have changed； because he'd
gone to Alaska to live with the other civilized coven there； the other family that refused to drink human
blood for ethical reasons。 The other family like… but I couldn't let myself think the name。
Yes； fear would have made more sense； but all I felt was an overwhelming satisfaction。 The meadow was
a magic place again。 A darker magic than I'd expected； to be sure； but magic all the same。 Here was the
connection I'd sought。 The proof； however remote； that—somewhere in the same world where I lived—
he did exist。
It was impossible how exactly the same Laurent looked。 I suppose it was very silly and human to expect
some kind of change in the last year。 But there was something… I couldn't quite put my finger on it。
〃Bella？〃 he asked； looking more astonished than I felt。
〃You remember。〃 I smiled。 It was ridiculous that I should be so elated because a vampire knew my
name。
He grinned。 〃I didn't expect to see you here。〃 He strolled toward me； his expression bemused。
〃Isn't it the other way around？ I do live here。 I thought you'd gone to Alaska。〃
He stopped about ten paces away； cocking his head to the side。 His face was the most beautiful face I'd
seen in what felt like an eternity。 I studied his features with a strangely greedy sense of release。 Here was
someone I didn't have to pretend for—someone who already knew everything I could never say。
〃You're right；〃 he agreed。 〃I did go to Alaska。 Still； I didn't expect… When I found the Cullen place
empty； I thought they'd moved on。〃
〃Oh。〃 I bit my lip as the name set the raw edges of my wound throbbing。 It took me a second to
compose myself。 Laurent waited with curious eyes。
〃They did move on；〃 I finally managed to tell him。
〃Hmm；〃 he murmured。 〃I'm surprised they left you behind。 Weren't you sort of a pet of theirs？〃 His eyes
were innocent of any intended offense。
I smiled wryly。 〃Something like that。〃
〃Hmm；〃 he said； thoughtful again。
At that precise moment； I realized why he looked the same—too much the same。 After Carlisle told us
that Laurent had stayed with Tanya's family； I'd begun to picture him； on the rare occasions that I thought
of him at all； with the same golden eyes that the… Cullens—I forced the name out； wincing—had。 That
all good vampires had。
I took an involuntary step back； and his curious； dark red eyes followed the movement。
〃Do they visit often？〃 he asked； still casual； but his weight shifted toward me。
〃Lie；〃 the beautiful velvet voice whispered anxiously from my memory。
I started at the sound of his voice； but it should not have surprised me。 Was I nor in the worst danger
imaginable？ The motorcycle was safe as kittens next to this。
I did what the voice said to do。
〃Now and again。〃 I tried to make my voice light； relaxed。 〃The time seems longer to me； I imagine。 You
know how they get distracted…〃 I was beginning to babble。 I had to work to shut myself up。
〃Hmm；〃 he said again。 〃The house smelled like it had been vacant for a while…〃
〃You must lie better than that； Bella；〃 the voice urged。
I tried。 〃I'll have to mention to Carlisle that you stopped by。 He'll be sorry they missed your visit。〃 I
pretended to deliberate for a second。 〃But I probably shouldn't mention it to… Edward； I suppose—〃 I
barely managed to say his name； and it twisted my expression on the way out； ruining my bluff 〃—he has
such a temper… well； I'm sure you remember。 He's still touchy about the whole James thing。〃 I rolled my
eyes and waved one hand dismissively； like it was all ancient history； but there was an edge of hysteria to
my voice。 I wondered if he would recognize what it was。
〃Is he really？〃 Laurent asked pleasantly… skeptically。
I kept my reply short； so that my voice wouldn't betray my panic。 〃Mm…hmm。〃
Laurent took a casual step to the side； gazing around at the little meadow。 I didn't miss that the step
brought him closer to me。 In my head； the voice responded with a low snarl。
〃So how are things working out in Denali？ Carlisle said you were staying with Tanya？〃 My voice was too
high。
The question made him pause。 〃I like Tanya very much；〃 he mused。 〃And her sister Irina even more…
I've never stayed in one place for so long before； and I enjoy the advantages； the novelty of it。 But； the
restrictions are difficult… I'm surprised that any of them can keep it up for long。〃 He smiled at me
conspiratorially。 〃Sometimes I cheat。〃
I couldn't swallow。 My foot started to ease back； but I froze when his red eyes flickered down to catch
the movement。
〃Oh；〃 I said in a faint voice。 〃Jasper has problems with that； too。〃
〃Don't move；〃 the voice whispered。 I tried to do what he instructed。 It was hard； the instinct to take flight
was nearly uncontrollable。
〃Really？〃 Laurent seemed interested。 〃Is that why they left？〃
〃No；〃 I answered honestly。 〃Jasper is more careful at home。〃
〃Yes；〃 Laurent agreed。 〃I am； too。〃
The step forward he took now was quite deliberate。
〃Did Victoria ever find you？〃 I asked； breathless； desperate to distract him。 It was the first question that
popped into my head； and I regretted it as soon as the words were spoken。 Victoria—who had hunted
me with James； and then disappeared—was not someone I wanted to think of at this particular moment。
But the question did stop him。
〃Yes；〃 he said； hesitating on that step。 〃I actually came here as a favor to her。〃 He made a face。 〃She
won't be happy about this。〃
〃About what？〃 I said eagerly； inviting him to continue。 He was glaring into the trees； away from me。 I
took advantage of his diversion； taking a furtive step back。
He looked back at me and smiled—the expression made him look like a black…haired angel。
〃About me killing you；〃 he answered in a seductive purr。
I staggered back another step。 The frantic growling in my head made it hard to hear。
〃She wanted to save that part for herself；〃 he went on blithely。 〃She's sort of… put out with you； Bella。〃
〃Me？〃 I sq
