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 you to see one or two women�此 �they count in France。  You know French pretty well�察�don't you�拭�

;Oh�察�sufficiently�察─�Joan answered。  The one thing her mother had done for her had been to talk French with her when she was a child�察�and at Girton she had chummed on with a French girl�察�and made herself tolerably perfect。

;You will not go as a journalist�察─�continued Mrs。 Denton�察 �but as a personal friend of mine�察�whose discretion I shall vouch for。  I want you to find out what the people I am sending you among are thinking themselves�察�and what they consider ought to be done。  If we are not very careful on both sides we shall have the newspapers whipping us into war。;

The perpetual Egyptian trouble had cropped up again and the Carleton papers�察�in particular�察�were already sounding the tocsin。 Carleton's argument was that we ought to fall upon France and crush her�察�before she could develop her supposed submarine menace。  His flaming posters were at every corner。  Every obscure French newspaper was being ransacked for ;Insults and Pinpricks。;

;A section of the Paris Press is doing all it can to help him�察�of course�察─�explained Mrs。 Denton。  ;It doesn't seem to matter to them that Germany is only waiting her opportunity�察�and that�察�if Russia comes in�察�it is bound to bring Austria。  Europe will pay dearly one day for the luxury of a free Press。;

;But you're surely not suggesting any other kind of Press�察�at this period of the world's history�拭─�exclaimed Joan。

;Oh�察�but I am�察─�answered the old lady with a grim tightening of the lips。  ;Not even Carleton would be allowed to incite to murder or arson。  I would have him prosecuted for inciting a nation to war。;

;Why is the Press always so eager for war�拭─�mused Joan。  ;According to their own account�察�war doesn't pay them。;

;I don't suppose it does�此 �not directly�察─�answered Mrs。 Denton。 ;But it helps them to establish their position and get a tighter hold upon the public。  War does pay the newspaper in the long run。 The daily newspaper lives on commotion�察�crime�察�lawlessness in general。  If people no longer enjoyed reading about violence and bloodshed half their occupation�察�and that the most profitable half would be gone。  It is the interest of the newspaper to keep alive the savage in human nature�察�and war affords the readiest means of doing this。  You can't do much to increase the number of gruesome murders and loathsome assaults�察�beyond giving all possible advertisement to them when they do occur。  But you can preach war�察�and cover yourself with glory�察�as a patriot�察�at the same time。;

;I wonder how many of my ideals will be left to me�察─�sighed Joan。 ;I always used to regard the Press as the modern pulpit。;

;The old pulpit became an evil�察�the moment it obtained unlimited power�察─�answered Mrs。 Denton。  ;It originated persecution and inflamed men's passions against one another。  It�察�too�察�preached war for its own ends�察�taught superstition�察�and punished thought as a crime。  The Press of to´day is stepping into the shoes of the medieval priest。  It aims at establishing the worst kind of tyranny�此 �the tyranny over men's minds。  They pretend to fight among themselves�察�but it's rapidly becoming a close corporation。 The Institute of Journalists will soon be followed by the Union of Newspaper Proprietors and the few independent journals will be squeezed out。  Already we have German shareholders on English papers�察�and English capital is interested in the St。 Petersburg Press。  It will one day have its International Pope and its school of cosmopolitan cardinals。;

Joan laughed。  ;I can see Carleton rather fancying himself in a tiara�察─�she said。  ;I must tell Phillips what you say。  He's out for a fight with him。  Government by Parliament or Government by Press is going to be his war cry。;

;Good man�察─�said Mrs。 Denton。  ;I'm quite serious。  You tell him from me that the next revolution has got to be against the Press。 And it will be the stiffest fight Democracy has ever had。;

The old lady had tired herself。  Joan undertook the mission。  She thought she would rather enjoy it�察�and Mrs。 Denton promised to let her have full instructions。  She would write to her friends in Paris and prepare them for Joan's coming。

Joan remembered Folk�察�the artist she had met at Flossie's party�察�who had promised to walk with her on the terrace at St。 Germain�察�and tell her more about her mother。  She looked up his address on her return home�察�and wrote to him�察�giving him the name of the hotel in the Rue de Grenelle where Mrs。 Denton had arranged that she should stay。  She found a note from him awaiting her when she arrived there。  He thought she would like to be quiet after her journey。  He would call round in the morning。  He had presumed on the privilege of age to send her some lilies。  They had been her mother's favourite flower。  ;Monsieur Folk�察�the great artist�察─�had brought them himself�察�and placed them in her dressing´room�察�so Madame informed her。

It was one of the half´dozen old hotels still left in Paris�察�and was built round a garden famous for its mighty mulberry tree。  She breakfasted underneath it�察�and was reading there when Folk appeared before her�察�smiling and with his hat in his hand。  He excused himself for intruding upon her so soon�察�thinking from what she had written him that her first morning might be his only chance。  He evidently considered her remembrance of him a feather in his cap。

;We old fellows feel a little sadly�察�at times�察�how unimportant we are�察─�he explained。  ;We are grateful when Youth throws us a smile。;

;You told me my coming would take you back thirty´three years�察─�Joan reminded him。  ;It makes us about the same age。  I shall treat you as just a young man。;

He laughed。  ;Don't be surprised�察─�he said�察 �if I make a mistake occasionally and call you Lena。;

Joan had no appointment till the afternoon。  They drove out to St。 Germain�察�and had dejeuner at a small restaurant opposite the Chateau�察�and afterwards they strolled on to the terrace。

;What was my mother doing in Paris�拭─�asked Joan��

;She was studying for the stage�察─�he answered。  ;Paris was the only school in those days。  I was at Julien's studio。  We acted together for some charity。  I had always been fond of it。  An American manager who was present offered us both an engagement�察�and I thought it would be a change and that I could combine the two arts。;

;And it was here that you proposed to her�察─�said Joan。

;Just by that tree that leans forward�察─�he answered�察�pointing with his cane a little way ahead。  ;I thought that in America I'd get another chance。  I might have if your father hadn't come along。  I wonder if he remembers me。;

;Did you ever see her again�察�after her marriage�拭─�asked Joan。

;No�察─�he answered。  ;We used to write to one another until she gave it up。  She had got into the habit of looking upon me as a harmless sort of thing to confide in and ask advice ofwhich she never took。;

;Forgive me�察─�he said。  ;You must remember that I am still her lover。;  They had reached the tree that leant a little forward beyond its fellows�察�and he had halted and turned so that he was facing her。  ;Did she and your father get on together。  Was she happy�拭�

;I don't think she was happy�察─�answered Joan。  ;She was at first。 As a child�察�I can remember her singing and laughing about the house�察�and she liked always to have people about her。  Until her illness came。  It changed her very much。  But my father was gentleness itself�察�to the end。;

They had resumed their stroll。  It seemed to her that he looked at her once or twice a little oddly without speaking。  ;What caused your mother's illness�拭─�he asked�察�abruptly。

The question troubled her。  It struck her with a pang of self´ reproach that she had always been indifferent to her mother's illness�察�regarding it as more or less imaginary。  ;It was mental rather than physical�察�I think�察─�she answered。  ;I never knew what brought it about。;

Again he looked at her with that odd�察�inquisitive expression。  ;She never got over it�拭─�he asked。

;Oh�察�there were times�察─�answered Joan�察 �when she was more like her old self again。  But I don't think she ever quite got over it。 Unless it was towards the end�察─�she added。  ;They told me she seemed much b

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