the lazy tour of two idle apprentices(曾倖椀鬼予宮議唾佩)-及13嫗
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now in one corner of the card�察�now in another。 All his efforts�察�however�察�
could not fix his attention on them。 He pursued his occupation
mechanically�察 �deriving no sort of impression from what he was reading。
It was as if a shadow from the curtained bed had got between his mind and
the gaily printed letters ´ a shadow that nothing could dispel。 At last�察�he
gave up the struggle�察�and threw the card from him impatiently�察�and took to
walking softly up and down the room again。
The dead man�察 �the dead man�察 �the HIDDEN dead man on the bed� �
There was the one persistent idea still haunting him。 Hidden�拭 �Was it
only the body being there�察�or was it the body being there�察�concealed�察�that
was preying on his mind�拭 �He stopped at the window�察�with that doubt in
him�察�once more listening to the pattering rain�察�once more looking out into
the black darkness。
Still the dead man� �The darkness forced his mind back upon itself�察�
and set his memory at work�察�reviving�察�with a painfully´vivid distinctness
the momentary impression it had received from the first sight of the corpse。
Before long the face seemed to be hovering out in the middle of the
darkness�察�confronting him through the window�察�with the paleness whiter�察�
with the dreadful dull line of light between the imperfectly´closed eyelids
broader than he had seen it ´ with the parted lips slowly dropping farther
and farther away from each other ´ with the features growing larger and
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moving closer�察�till they seemed to fill the window and to silence the rain�察�
and to shut out the night。
The sound of a voice�察�shouting below´stairs�察�woke him suddenly from
the dream of his own distempered fancy。 He recognised it as the voice of
the landlord。 'Shut up at twelve�察�Ben��' he heard it say。 'I'm off to bed。'
He wiped away the damp that had gathered on his forehead�察�reasoned
with himself for a little while�察�and resolved to shake his mind free of the
ghastly counterfeit which still clung to it�察�by forcing himself to confront�察�if
it was only for a moment�察�the solemn reality。 Without allowing himself
an instant to hesitate�察 �he parted the curtains at the foot of the bed�察 �and
looked through。
There was a sad�察 �peaceful�察 �white face�察 �with the awful mystery of
stillness on it�察�laid back upon the pillow。 No stir�察�no change there� �He
only looked at it for a moment before he closed the curtains again ´ but
that moment steadied him�察�calmed him�察�restored him ´ mind and body ´ to
himself。
He returned to his old occupation of walking up and down the room�察�
persevering in it�察�this time�察�till the clock struck again。 Twelve。
As the sound of the clock´bell died away�察 �it was succeeded by the
confused noise�察 �down´stairs�察 �of the drinkers in the tap´room leaving the
house。 The next sound�察 �after an interval of silence�察 �was caused by the
barring of the door�察�and the closing of the shutters�察�at the back of the Inn。
Then the silence followed again�察�and was disturbed no more。
He was alone now ´ absolutely�察�utterly�察�alone with the dead man�察�till
the next morning。
The wick of the candle wanted trimming again。 He took up the
snuffers ´ but paused suddenly on the very point of using them�察�and looked
attentively at the candle ´ then back�察�over his shoulder�察�at the curtained bed
´ then again at the candle。 It had been lighted�察�for the first time�察�to show
him the way up´stairs�察 �and three parts of it�察 �at least�察 �were already
consumed。 In another hour it would be burnt out。 In another hour ´
unless he called at once to the man who had shut up the Inn�察�for a fresh
candle ´ he would be left in the dark。
Strongly as his mind had been affected since he had entered his room�察�
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his unreasonable dread of encountering ridicule�察 �and of exposing his
courage to suspicion�察�had not altogether lost its influence over him�察�even
yet。 He lingered irresolutely by the table�察�waiting till he could prevail on
himself to open the door�察�and call�察�from the landing�察�to the man who had
shut up the Inn。 In his present hesitating frame of mind�察�it was a kind of
relief to gain a few moments only by engaging in the trifling occupation of
snuffing the candle。 His hand trembled a little�察 �and the snuffers were
heavy and awkward to use。 When he closed them on the wick�察�he closed
them a hair's breadth too low。 In an instant the candle was out�察�and the
room was plunged in pitch darkness。
The one impression which the absence of light immediately produced
on his mind�察�was distrust of the curtained bed ´ distrust which shaped itself
into no distinct idea�察�but which was powerful enough in its very vagueness�察�
to bind him down to his chair�察�to make his heart beat fast�察�and to set him
listening intently。 No sound stirred in the room but the familiar sound of
the rain against the window�察�louder and sharper now than he had heard it
yet。
Still the vague distrust�察 �the inexpressible dread possessed him�察 �and
kept him to his chair。 He had put his carpet´bag on the table�察�when he
first entered the room�察�and he now took the key from his pocket�察�reached
out his hand softly�察 �opened the bag�察 �and groped in it for his travelling
writing´case�察�in which he knew that there was a small store of matches。
When he had got one of the matches�察�he waited before he struck it on the
coarse wooden table�察 �and listened intently again�察 �without knowing why。
Still there was no sound in the room but the steady�察 �ceaseless�察 �rattling
sound of the rain。
He lighted the candle again�察�without another moment of delay and�察�on
the instant of its burning up�察 �the first object in the room that his eyes
sought for was the curtained bed。
Just before the light had been put out�察�he had looked in that direction�察�
and had seen no change�察�no disarrangement of any sort�察�in the folds of the
closely´drawn curtains。
When he looked at the bed�察�now�察�he saw�察�hanging over the side of it�察�a
long white hand。
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It lay perfectly motionless�察�midway on the side of the bed�察�where the
curtain at the head and the curtain at the foot met。 Nothing more was
visible。 The clinging curtains hid everything but the long white hand。
He stood looking at it unable to stir�察�unable to call out�察�feeling nothing�察�
knowing nothing�察�every faculty he possessed gathered up and lost in the
one seeing faculty。 How long that first panic held him he never could tell
afterwards。 It might have been only for a moment�察�it might have been for
many minutes together。 How he got to the bed ´ whether he ran to it
headlong�察�or whether he approached it slowly ´ how he wrought himself
up to unclose the curtains and look in�察 �he never has remembered�察 �and
never will remember to his dying day。 It is enough that he did go to the
bed�察�and that he did look inside the curtains。