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be told that I am better than I know I am。 If you are to do me any good
by your instruction�察�you must be perfectly sincere toward me�察�and tell me
plainly of my short´comings。 I promise you beforehand that I shall never
be offended。 There is my hand。 Now�察�is it a bargain�拭─�
His fingers closed involuntarily over the soft beautiful hand�察�and once
more the luxury of her touch sent a thrill of delight through him。
;I have not been insincere�察─�he murmured�察 �but I shall be on my guard
in future�察�even against the appearance of insincerity。;
;And when I play detestably�察�you will say so�察�and not smooth it over
with unmeaning flatteries�拭─�
;I will try。;
;Very well�察�then we shall get on well together。 Do not imagine that
this is a mere feminine whim of mine。 I never was more in earnest。
Men�察�and I believe foreigners�察 �to a greater degree than Americans�察 �have
the idea that women must be treated with gentle forbearance�察 �that their
follies�察�if they are foolish�察�must be glossed over with some polite name。
They exert themselves to the utmost to make us mere playthings�察�and�察�as
such�察 �contemptible both in our own eyes and in theirs。 No sincere
respect can exist where the truth has to be avoided。 But the majority of
American women are made of too stern a stuff to be dealt with in that way。
They feel the lurking insincerity even where politeness forbids them to
show it�察�and it makes them disgusted both with themselves�察�and with the
flatterer。 And now you must pardon me for having spoken so plainly to
you on so short an acquaintance�察�but you are a foreigner�察�and it may be an
act of friendship to initiate you as soon as possible into our ways and
customs。;
He hardly knew what to answer。 Her vehemence was so sudden�察�and
the sentiments she had uttered so different from those which he had
habitually ascribed to women�察 �that he could only sit and gaze at her in
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mute astonishment。 He could not but admit that in the main she had
judged him rightly�察�and that his own attitude and that of other men toward
her sex�察�were based upon an implied assumption of superiority。
;I am afraid I have shocked you�察─�she resumed�察 �noticing the startled
expression of his countenance。 ;But really it was quite inevitable�察�if we
were at all to understand each other。 You will forgive me�察�won't you�拭─�
;Forgive� ─ �stammered he�察 �I have nothing to forgive。 It was only
your merciless truth´ fulness which startled me。 I rather owe you thanks�察�
if you will allow me to be grateful to you。 It seems an enviable
privilege。;
;Now�察─ �interrupted Edith�察 �raising her forefinger in playful threat�察�
;remember your promise。;
The lesson was now continued without further interruption。 When it
was finished�察�a little girl�察�with her hair done up in curl´papers�察�and a very
stiffly starched dress�察 �which stood out on all sides almost horizontally�察�
entered�察 �accompanied by Mrs。 Van Kirk。 Halfdan immediately
recognized his acquaintance from the park�察�and it appeared to him a good
omen that this child�察�whose friendly interest in him had warmed his heart
in a moment when his fortunes seemed so desperate�察�should continue to be
associated with his life on this new continent。 Clara was evidently
greatly impressed by the change in his appearance�察 �and could with
difficulty be restrained from commenting upon it。
She proved a very apt scholar in music�察 �and enjoyed the lessons the
more for her cordial liking of her teacher。
It will be necessary henceforth to omit the less significant details in the
career of our friend ;Mr。 Birch。; Before a month was past�察�he had firmly
established himself in the favor of the different members of the Van Kirk
family。 Mrs。 Van Kirk spoke of him to her lady visitors as ;a perfect
jewel�察─�frequently leaving them in doubt as to whether he was a cook or a
coachman。 Edith apostrophized him to her fashionable friends as ;a real
genius�察─ �leaving a dim impression upon their minds of flowing locks�察 �a
shiny velvet jacket�察 �slouched hat�察 �defiant neck´tie and a general air of
disreputable pretentiousness。 Geniuses of the foreign type were never�察�in
the estimation of fashionable New York society�察 �what you would call
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;exactly nice�察─�and against prejudices of this order no amount of argument
will ever prevail。 Clara�察�who had by this time discovered that her teacher
possessed an inexhaustible fund of fairy stories�察 �assured her playmates
across the street that he was ;just splendid�察─�and frequently invited them
over to listen to his wonderful tales。 Mr。 Van Kirk himself�察 �of course�察�
was non´committal�察�but paid the bills unmurmuringly。
Halfdan in the meanwhile was vainly struggling against his growing
passion for Edith�察�but the more he rebelled the more hopelessly he found
himself entangled in its inextricable net。 The fly�察�as long as it keeps quiet
in the spider's web�察 �may for a moment forget its situation�察 �but the least
effort to escape is apt to frustrate itself and again reveal the imminent peril。
Thus he too ;kicked against the pricks�察─�hoped�察�feared�察�rebelled against his
destiny�察�and again�察�from sheer weariness�察�relapsed into a dull�察�benumbed
apathy。 In spite of her friendly sympathy�察 �he never felt so keenly his
alienism as in her presence。 She accepted the spontaneous homage he
paid her�察�sometimes with impatience�察�as something that was really beneath
her notice�察�at other times she frankly recognized it�察�bantered him with his
;Old World chivalry�察─ �which would soon evaporate in the practical
American atmosphere�察 �and called him her Viking�察 �her knight and her
faithful squire。 But it never occurred to her to regard his devotion in a
serious light�察�and to look upon him as a possible lover had evidently never
entered her head。 As their intercourse grew more intimate�察 �he had
volunteered to read his favorite poets with her�察 �and had gradually
succeeded in imparting to her something of his own passionate liking for
Heine and Bjrnson。 She had in return called his attention to the
works of American authors who had hitherto been little more than names
to him�察�and they had thus managed to be of mutual benefit to each other�察�
and to spend many a pleasant hour during the long winter afternoons in
each other's company。 But Edith had a very keen sense of humor�察 �and
could hardly restrain her secret amusement when she heard him reading
Longfellow's ;Psalm of Life; and Poe's ;Raven; ��which had been familiar
to her from her babyhood���察�often with false accent�察�but always with intense
enthusiasm。 The reflection that he had had no part of his life in common
with her��that he did not love the things which she loved��could not share