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plenty of reasons for wishing to recover it。 He will put it to a
bad use; if he can。 But for your sake; especially; I wish we could
get it。〃
〃Thank you。 You were always kind。〃
〃No;〃 she replied; without lifting her eyes; 〃I brought it all upon
you。〃
〃But you could not help it。〃
〃Not at the moment。 But all that led to it was my fault。〃
She paused; then suddenly resumed:
〃I will confess。Do you know what gave rise to the reports of the
house being haunted?〃
〃No。〃
〃It was me wandering about it at night; looking for that very ring;
to give to the count。 It was shameful。 But I did。 Those reports
prevented me from being found out。 But I hope not many ghosts are
so miserable as I was。You remember my speaking to you of Mr。
Arnold's jewels?〃
〃Yes; perfectly。〃
〃I wanted to find out; through you; where the ring was。 But I had
no intention of involving you。〃
〃I am sure you had not。〃
〃Don't be too sure of anything about me。 I don't know what I might
have been led to do。 But I am very sorry。 Do forgive me。〃
〃I cannot allow that I have anything to forgive。 But tell me;
Euphra; were you the creature; in white that I saw in the Ghost's
Walk one night? I don't mean the last time。〃
〃Very likely;〃 she answered; bending her head yet lower; with a
sigh。
〃Then who was the creature in black that met you? And what became
of you then?〃
〃Did you see her?〃 rejoined Euphra; turning paler still。 〃I fainted
at sight of her。 I took her for the nun that hangs in that horrid
room。〃
〃So did I;〃 said Hugh。 〃But you could not have lain long; for I went
up to the spot where you vanished; and found nothing。〃
〃I suppose I got into the shrubbery before I fell。 Or the count
dragged me in。But was that really a ghost? I feel now as if it
was a good messenger; whether ghost or not; come to warn me; if I
had had the courage to listen。 I wish I had taken the warning。〃
They talked about these and other things; till Mrs。 Elton; who had
made Hugh promise to stay to lunch; returned。 When they were seated
at table; the kind…hearted woman said:
〃Now; Mr。 Sutherland; when will you begin again with Harry?〃
〃I do not quite understand you;〃 answered Hugh。
〃Of course you will come and give him lessons; poor boy。 He will be
broken…hearted if you don't。〃
〃I wish I could。 But I cannotat least yet; for I know his father
was dissatisfied with me。 That was one of the reasons that made him
send Harry to London。〃
Harry looked wretchedly disappointed; but said nothing。
〃I never heard him say anything of the sort。〃
〃I am sure of it; though。 I am very sorry he has mistaken me; but
he will know me better some day。〃
〃I will take all the responsibility;〃 persisted Mrs。 Elton。
〃But unfortunately the responsibility sticks too fast for you to
take it。 I cannot get rid of my share if I would。〃
〃You are too particular。 I am sure Mr。 Arnold never could have
meant that。 This is my house too。〃
〃But Harry is his boy。 If you will let me come and see him
sometimes; I shall be very thankful; though。 I may be useful to him
without giving him lessons。〃
〃Thank you;〃 said Harry with delight。
〃Well; well! I suppose you are so much in request in London that
you won't miss him for a pupil。〃
〃On the contrary; I have not a single engagement。 If you could find
me one; I should be exceedingly obliged to you。〃
〃Dear! dear! dear!〃 said Mrs。 Elton。 〃Then you shall have Harry。〃
〃Oh! yes; please take me;〃 said Harry; beseechingly。
〃No; I cannot。 I must not。〃
Mrs。 Elton rang the bell。
〃James; tell the coachman I want the carriage in an hour。〃
Mrs。 Elton was as submissive to her coachman as ladies who have
carriages generally are; and would not have dreamed of ordering the
horses out so soon again for herself; but she forgot everything else
when a friend was in need of help; and became perfectly
pachydermatous to the offended looks or indignant hints of that
important functionary。
Within a few minutes after Hugh took his leave; Mrs。 Elton was on
her way to repeat a visit she had already paid the same morning; and
to make several other calls; with the express object of finding
pupils for Hugh。 But in this she was not so successful as she had
expected。 In fact; no one whom she could think of; wanted such
services at present。 She returned home quite down…hearted; and all
but convinced that nothing could be done before the approach of the
London season。
CHAPTER XVII。
STRIFE。
They'll turn me in your arms; Janet;
An adder and a snake;
But haud me fast; let me not pass;
Gin ye would be my maik。
They'll turn me in your arms; Janet;
An adder and an aske;
They'll turn me in your arms; Janet;
A bale that burns fast。
They'll shape me in your arms; Janet;
A dove; but and a swan;
And last; they'll shape me in your arms
A mother…naked man:
Cast your green mantle over me
And sae shall I be wan。
Scotch Ballad: Tamlane。
As soon as Hugh had left the house; Margaret hastened to Euphra。
She found her in her own room; a little more cheerful; but still
strangely depressed。 This appearance increased towards the evening;
till her looks became quite haggard; revealing an inward conflict of
growing agony。 Margaret remained with her。
Just before dinner; the upstairs bell; whose summons Margaret was
accustomed to obey; rang; and she went down。 Mrs。 Elton detained
her for a few minutes。 The moment she was at liberty; she flew to
Euphra's room by the back staircase。 But; as she ascended; she was
horrified to meet Euphra; in a cloak and thick veil; creeping down
the stairs like a thief。 Without saying a word; the strong girl
lifted her in her arms as if she had been a child; and carried her
back to her room。 Euphra neither struggled nor spoke。 Margaret
laid her on her couch; and sat down beside her。 She lay without
moving; and; although wide awake; gave no other sign of existence
than an occasional low moan; that seemed to come from a heart
pressed almost to death。
Having lain thus for an hour; she broke the silence。
〃Margaret; do you despise me dreadfully?〃
〃No; not in the least。〃
〃Yet you found me going to do what I knew was wrong。〃
〃You had not made yourself strong by thinking about the will of God。
Had you; dear?〃
〃No。 I will tell you how it was。 I had been tormented with the
inclination to go to him; and had been resisting it till I was worn
out; and could hardly bear it more。 Suddenly all grew calm within
me; and I seemed to hate Count Halkar no longer。 I thought with
myself how easy it would be to put a stop to this dreadful torment;
just by yielding to itonly this once。 I thought I should then be
stronger to resist the next time; for this was wearing me out so;
that I must yield the next time; if I persisted now。 But what
seemed to justify me; was the thought that so I should find out
where he was; and be able to tell Hugh; and then he would get the
ring for me; and; perhaps that would deliver me。 But it was very
wrong of me。 I forgot all about the will of God。 I will not go
again; Margaret。 Do you think I may try again to fight him?〃
〃That is just what you must do。 All that God requires of you is; to
try again。 God's child must be free。 Do try; dear Miss Cameron。〃
〃I think I could; if you would call me Euphra。 You are so strong;
and pure; and good; Margaret! I wish I had never had any thoughts
but such as you have; you beautiful creature! Oh; how glad I am
that you found me! Do watch me always。〃
〃I will call you Euphra。 I will be your sister…servantanything
you like; if you will only try again。〃
〃Thank you; with all my troubled heart; dear Margaret。 I will
indeed try again。〃
She sprang from the couch in a sudden agony; and grasping Margaret
by the arm; looked at her with such a terror…stricken face; that she
began to fear she was losing her reason。
〃Margaret;〃 she said; as if with the voice as of one just raised
from the dead; speaking with all the charnel damps in her throat;
〃could it be that I am in love with him still?〃
Margaret shuddered; but did not lose her self…possession。
〃No; no; Euphra; darlin