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The travellers were all three in a whisky�察�drawn by one of the best´ordered
horses�察�as the hostler at the Cross´Keys told me�察�ever seen。 They came to
the Inn to their dinner�察�and meaning to stay all night�察�sent round�察�to let it be
known that they would hold a meeting in Friend Thacklan's barn�察 �but
Thomas denied they were either kith or kin to him�此 �this�察�however�察�was
their way of speaking。
In the evening�察 �owing to the notice�察 �a great congregation was
assembled in the barn�察�and I myself�察�along with Mr Archibald Dozendale�察�
went there likewise�察�to keep the people in awe�察�for we feared the strangers
might be jeered and insulted。 The three were seated aloft on a high stage�察�
prepared on purpose�察 �with two mares and scaffold´deals�察�borrowed from
Mr Trowel the mason。 They sat long�察 �and silent�察 �but at last the spirit
moved the woman�察�and she rose�察�and delivered a very sensible exposition
of Christianity。 I was really surprised to hear such sound doctrine�察�and
Mr Dozendale said�察�justly�察�that it was more to the purpose than some that
my younger brethren from Edinburgh endeavoured to teach。 So�察 �that
those who went to laugh at the sincere simplicity of the pious quakers�察�
were rebuked by a very edifying discourse on the moral duties of a
Christian's life。
Upon the whole�察 �however�察 �this�察 �to the best of my recollection�察 �was
another unsatisfactory year。 In this we were�察 �doubtless�察 �brought more
into the world�察�but we had a greater variety of temptation set before us�察�
and there was still jealousy and estrangement in the dispositions of the
gentry�察�and the lower orders�察�particularly the manufacturers。 I cannot say�察�
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indeed�察�that there was any increase of corruption among the rural portion
of my people�察�for their vocation calling them to work apart�察�in the purity
of the free air of heaven�察�they were kept uncontaminated by that seditious
infection which fevered the minds of the sedentary weavers�察�and working
like flatulence in the stomachs of the cotton´spinners�察 �sent up into their
heads a vain and diseased fume of infidel philosophy。
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CHAPTER XXXVII YEAR 1796
The prosperity of fortune is like the blossoms of spring�察�or the golden
hue of the evening cloud。 It delighteth the spirit�察�and passeth away�察�
In the month of February my second wife was gathered to the Lord。
She had been very ill for some time with an income in her side�察�which no
medicine could remove。 I had the best doctors in the country side to her�察�
but their skill was of no avail�察�their opinions being that her ail was caused
by an internal abscess�察�for which physic has provided no cure。 Her death
was to me a great sorrow�察�for she was a most excellent wife�察�industrious to
a degree�察�and managed every thing with so brisk a hand�察�that nothing went
wrong that she put it to。 With her I had grown richer than any other
minister in the presbytery�察�but�察�above all�察�she was the mother of my bairns�察�
which gave her a double claim upon me。
I laid her by the side of my first love�察�Betty Lanshaw�察�my own cousin
that was�察�and I inscribed her name upon the same headstone�察�but time had
drained my poetical vein�察�and I have not yet been able to indite an epitaph
on her merits and virtues�察 �for she had an eminent share of both。 Her
greatest faultthe best have their faultswas an over´earnestness to gather
gear�察 �in the doing of which I thought she sometimes sacrificed the
comforts of a pleasant fireside�察�for she was never in her element but when
she was keeping the servants eident at their work。 But�察 �if by this she
subtracted something from the quietude that was most consonant to my
nature�察�she has left cause�察�both in bank and bond�察�for me and her bairns to
bless her great household activity。
She was not long deposited in her place of rest till I had occasion to
find her loss。 All my things were kept by her in a most perjink and
excellent order�察�but they soon fell into an amazing confusion�察�for�察�as she
often said to me�察�I had a turn for heedlessness�察�insomuch�察�that although my
daughter Janet was grown up�察 �and able to keep the house�察 �I saw that it
would be necessary�察 �as soon as decency would allow�察 �for me to take
another wife。 I was moved to this chiefly by foreseeing that my daughter
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would in time be married�察�and taken away from me�察�but more on account
of the servant lasses�察�who grew out of all bounds�察�verifying the proverb�察�
;Well kens the mouse when the cat's out of the house。; Besides this�察 �I
was now far down in the vale of years�察�and could not expect to be long
without feeling some of the penalties of old age�察�although I was still a hail
and sound man。 It therefore behoved me to look in time for a helpmate�察�
to tend me in my approaching infirmities。
Upon this important concern I reflected�察�as I may say�察�in the watches
of the night�察�and�察�considering the circumstances of my situation�察�I saw it
would not do for me to look out for an overly young woman�察 �nor yet
would it do for one of my ways to take an elderly maiden�察�ladies of that
sort being liable to possess strong´ set particularities。 I therefore resolved
that my choice should lie among widows of a discreet age�察 �and I had a
glimmer in my mind of speaking to Mrs Malcolm�察�but when I reflected on
the saintly steadiness of her character�察�I was satisfied it would be of no use
to think of her。 Accordingly�察�I bent my brows�察�and looked towards Irville�察�
which is an abundant trone for widows and other single women�察 �and I
fixed my purpose on Mrs Nugent�察�the relic of a professor in the university
of Glasgow�察 �both because she was a well´ bred woman�察 �without any
children to plea about the interest of my own two�察�and likewise because
she was held in great estimation by all who knew her�察 �as a lady of a
Christian principle。
It was some time in the summer�察�however�察�before I made up my mind
to speak to her on the subject�察�but one afternoon�察�in the month of August�察�I
resolved to do so�察�and with that intent walked leisurely over to Irville�察�and
after calling on the Rev。 Dr。 Dinwiddie�察�the minister�察�I stepped in�察�as if by
chance�察�to Mrs Nugent's。 I could see that she was a little surprised at my
visit�察�however�察�she treated me with every possible civility�察�and her servant
lass bringing in the tea´things in a most orderly manner�察�as punctually as
the clock was striking�察�she invited me to sit still�察�and drink my tea with her�察�
which I did�察�being none displeased to get such encouragement。 However�察�
I said nothing that time�察�but returned to the manse�察�very well content with
what I had observed�察�which made me fain to repeat my visit。 So�察�in the
course of the week�察�taking Janet my daughter with me�察�we walked over in