the coming race-第37章
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e thought was only the instinct of the inferior creatures； to whom the convictions of another life has not been vouchsafed。 With us； not an infant knows such a fear。 Tell me； my dear Tish；〃 he continued after a little pause； 〃would it reconcile thee more to departure from this form of life to that form which lies on the other side of the moment called 'death；' did I share thy journey？ If so； I will ask my father whether it be allowable for me to go with thee。 I am one of our generation destined to emigrate； when of age for it； to some regions unknown within this world。 I would just as soon emigrate now to regions unknown； in another world。 The All…Good is no less there than here。 Where is he not？〃
〃Child；〃 said I； seeing by Taee's countenance that he spoke in serious earnest； 〃it is crime in thee to slay me； it were a crime not less in me to say； 'Slay thyself。' The All…Good chooses His own time to give us life； and his own time to take it away。 Let us go back。 If； on speaking with thy father； he decides on my death； give me the longest warning in thy power； so that I may pass the interval in self…preparation。〃
Chapter XXIX。
In the midst of those hours set apart for sleep and constituting the night of the Vril…ya； I was awakened from the disturbed slumber into which I had not long fallen； by a hand on my shoulder。 I started and beheld Zee standing beside me。
154〃Hush；〃 she said in a whisper； let no one hear us。 Dost thou think that I have ceased to watch over thy safety because I could not win thy love？ I have seen Taee。 He has not prevailed with his father； who had meanwhile conferred with the three sages who； in doubtful matters； he takes into council； and by their advice he has ordained thee to perish when the world re…awakens to life。 I will save thee。 Rise and dress。〃
Zee pointed to a table by the couch on which I saw the clothes I had worn on quitting the upper world； and which I had exchanged subsequently for the more picturesque garments of the Vril…ya。 The young Gy then moved towards the casement and stepped into the balcony； while hastily and wonderingly I donned my own habiliments。 When I joined her on the balcony； her face was pale and rigid。 Taking me by the hand； she said softly； 〃See how brightly the art of the Vril…ya has lighted up the world in which they dwell。 To…morrow the world will be dark to me。〃 She drew me back into the room without waiting for my answer； thence into the corridor； from which we descended into the hall。 We passed into the deserted streets and along the broad upward road which wound beneath the rocks。 Here； where there is neither day nor night； the Silent Hours are unutterably solemn… the vast space illumined by mortal skill is so wholly without the sight and stir of mortal life。 Soft as were our footsteps； their sounds vexed the ear； as out of harmony with the universal repose。 I was aware in my own mind； though Zee said it not； that she had decided to assist my return to the upper world； and that we were bound towards the place from which I had descended。 Her silence infected me and commanded mine。 And now we approached the chasm。 It had been re…opened； not presenting； indeed； the same aspect as when I had emerged from it； but through that closed wall of rock before which I had last stood with Taee； a new clift had been riven； and along its blackened sides still glimmered sparks and smouldered embers。 My upward gaze could not； however； 155penetrate more than a few feet into the darkness of the hollow void； and I stood dismayed； and wondering how that grim ascent was to be made。
Zee divined my doubt。 〃Fear not；〃 said she； with a faint smile； 〃your return is assured。 I began this work when the Silent Hours commenced； and all else were asleep； believe that I did not paused till the path back into thy world was clear。 I shall be with thee a little while yet。 We do not part until thou sayest； 'Go； for I need thee no more。'〃
My heart smote me with remorse at these words。 〃Ah！〃 I exclaimed； 〃would that thou wert of my race or I of thine； then I should never say； 〃I need thee no more。'〃
〃I bless thee for those words； and I shall remember them when thou art gone；〃 answered the Gy； tenderly。
During this brief interchange of words； Zee had turned away from me； her form bent and her head bowed over her breast。 Now； she rose to the full height of her grand stature； and stood fronting me。 While she had been thus averted from my gaze； she had lighted up the circlet that she wore round her brow； so that it blazed as if it were a crown of stars。 Not only her face and her form； but the atmosphere around； were illumined by the effulgence of the diadem。
〃Now；〃 said she； 〃put thine arm around me for the first and last time。 Nay； thus； courage； and cling firm。〃
As she spoke her form dilated； the vast wings expanded。 Clinging to her； I was borne aloft through the terrible chasm。 The starry light from her forehead shot around and before us through the darkness。 Brightly and steadfastly； and swiftly as an angel may soar heavenward with the soul it rescues from the grave； went the flight of the Gy； till I heard in the distance the hum of human voices； the sounds of human toil。 We halted on the flooring of one of the galleries of the mine； and beyond； in the vista； burned the dim； feeble lamps of the miners。 156 Then I released my hold。 The Gy kissed me on my forehead； passionately； but as with a mother's passion； and said； as the tears gushed from her eyes； 〃Farewell for ever。 Thou wilt not let me go into thy world… thou canst never return to mine。 Ere our household shake off slumber； the rocks will have again closed over the chasm not to be re…opened by me； nor perhaps by others； for ages yet unguessed。 Think of me sometimes； and with kindness。 When I reach the life that lies beyond this speck in time； I shall look round for thee。 Even there； the world consigned to thyself and thy people may have rocks and gulfs which divide it from that in which I rejoin those of my race that have gone before； and I may be powerless to cleave way to regain thee as I have cloven way to lose。〃
Her voice ceased。 I heard the swan…like sough of her wings； and saw the rays of her starry diadem receding far and farther through the gloom。
I sate myself down for some time； musing sorrowfully； then I rose and took my way with slow footsteps towards the place in which I heard the sounds of men。 The miners I encountered were strange to me； of another nation than my own。 They turned to look at me with some surprise； but finding that I could not answer their brief questions in their own language； they returned to their work and suffered me to pass on unmolested。 In fine； I regained the mouth of the mine； little troubled by other interrogatories；… save those of a friendly official to whom I was known； and luckily he was too busy to talk much with me。 I took care not to return to my former lodging； but hastened that very day to quit a neighbourhood where I could not long have escaped inquiries to which I could have given no satisfactory answers。 I regained in safety my own country； in which I have been long peacefully settled； and engaged in practical business； till I retired on a competent fortune； three years ago。 I have been little invited and little tempted to talk of the rovings and adventures of my youth。 Somewhat 157disappointed； as most men are； in matters connected with household love and domestic life； I often think of the young Gy as I sit alone at night； and wonder how I could have rejected such a love； no matter what dangers attended it； or by what conditions it was restricted。 Only； the more I think of a people calmly developing； in regions excluded from our sight and deemed uninhabitable by our sages； powers surpassing our most disciplined modes of force； and virtues to which our life； social and political； becomes antagonistic in proportion as our civilisation advances；… the more devoutly I pray that ages may yet elapse before there emerge into sunlight our inevitable destroyers。 Being； however； frankly told by my physician that I am afflicted by a complaint which； though it gives little pain and no perceptible notice of its encroachment
