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which　had　befallen　them　in　the　interval；　and　as　I　steamed

northwards　I　wondered　a　good　deal　as　to　the　changes　I　should　find。

I　was　to　have　come　out　that　year　in　London；　but　ill…health　had

prevented　me；　and　as　a　sort　of　consolation　Lucy　had　kindly　asked　me

to　spend　a　fortnight　at　Mervyn；　and　be　present　at　a　shooting…party；

which　was　to　assemble　there　in　the　first　week　of　October。



I　had　started　early；　and　there　was　still　an　hour　of　the　short

autumn　day　left　when　I　descended　at　the　little　wayside　station；

from　which　a　six…mile　drive　brought　me　to　the　Grange。　　A　dreary

drive　I　found　itthe　round；　gray；　treeless　outline　of　the　fells

stretching　around　me　on　every　side　beneath　the　leaden；　changeless

sky。　　The　night　had　nearly　fallen　as　we　drove　along　the　narrow

valley　in　which　the　Grange　stood：　it　was　too　dark　to　see　the　autumn

tints　of　the　woods　which　clothed　and　brightened　its　sides；　almost

too　dark　to　distinguish　the　old　tower；Dame　Alice's　tower　as　it

was　called；which　stood　some　half　a　mile　farther　on　at　its　head。

But　the　light　shone　brightly　from　the　Grange　windows；　and　all

feeling　of　dreariness　departed　as　I　drove　up　to　the　door。　　Leaving

maid　and　boxes　to　their　fate；　I　ran　up　the　steps　into　the　old；

well…remembered　hall；　and　was　informed　by　the　dignified　man…servant

that　her　ladyship　and　the　tea　were　awaiting　me　in　the　morning…room。



I　found　that　there　was　nobody　staying　in　the　house　except　Alan；　who

was　finishing　the　long　vacation　there：　he　had　been　called　to　the

Bar　a　couple　of　years　before。　　The　guests　were　not　to　arrive　for

another　week；　so　that　I　had　plenty　of　opportunity　in　the　interval

to　make　up　for　lost　time　with　my　cousins。　　I　began　my　observations

that　evening　as　we　sat　down　to　dinner；　a　cozy　party　of　four。　　Lucy

was　quite　unchangedpretty；　foolish；　and　gentle　as　ever。　　George

showed　the　full　five　years'　increase　of　age；　and　seemed　to　have

acquired　a　somewhat　painful　control　of　his　temper。　　Instead　of　the

old　petulant　outbursts；　there　was　at　times　an　air　of　nervous；

irritable　self…restraint；　which　I　found　the　less　pleasant　of　the

two。　　But　it　was　in　Alan　that　the　most　striking　alteration

appeared。　　I　felt　it　the　moment　I　shook　hands　with　him；　and　the

impression　deepened　that　evening　with　every　hour。　　I　told　myself

that　it　was　only　the　natural　difference　between　boy　and　man；

between　twenty　and　twenty…five；　but　I　don't　think　that　I　believed

it。　　Superficially　the　change　was　not　great。　　The　slight…built；

graceful　figure；　the　deep　gray　eyes；　too　small　for　beauty；　the

clear…cut　features；　the　delicate；　sensitive　lips；　close　shaven　now；

as　they　had　been　hairless　then；all　were　as　I　remembered　them。

But　the　face　was　paler　and　thinner　than　it　had　been；　and　there　were

lines　round　the　eyes　and　at　the　corners　of　the　mouth　which　were　no

more　natural　to　twenty…five　than　they　would　have　been　to　twenty。

The　old　charm　indeedthe　sweet　friendliness　of　manner；　which　was

his　own　peculiar　possessionwas　still　there。　　He　talked　and

laughed　almost　as　much　as　formerly；　but　the　talk　was　manufactured

for　our　entertainment；　and　the　laughter　came　from　his　head　and　not

from　his　heart。　　And　it　was　when　he　was　taking　no　part　in　the

conversation　that　the　change　showed　most。　　Then　the　face；　on　which

in　the　old　time　every　passing　emotion　had　expressed　itself　in　a

constant；　living　current；　became　cold　and　impassivewithout

interest；　and　without　desire。　　It　was　at　such　times　that　I　knew

most　certainly　that　here　was　something　which　had　been　living　and

was　dead。　　Was　it　only　his　boyhood？　　This　question　I　was　unable　to

answer。



Still；　in　spite　of　all；　that　week　was　one　of　the　happiest　in　my

life。　　The　brothers　were　both　men　of　enough　ability　and　cultivation

to　be　pleasant　talkers；　and　Lucy　could　perform　adequately　the　part

of　conversational　accompanist；　which；　socially　speaking；　is　all

that　is　required　of　a　woman。　　The　meals　and　evenings　passed　quickly

and　agreeably；　the　mornings　I　spent　in　unending　gossips　with　Lucy；

or　in　games　with　the　children；　two　bright　boys　of　five　and　six

years　old。　　But　the　afternoons　were　the　best　part　of　the　day。

George　was　a　thorough　squire　in　all　his　tastes　and　habits；　and

every　afternoon　his　wife　dutifully　accompanied　him　round　farms　and

coverts；　inspecting　new　buildings；　trudging　along　half…made　roads；

or　marking　unoffending　trees　for　destruction。　　Then　Alan　and　I

would　ride　by　the　hour　together　over　moor　and　meadowland；　often

picking　our　way　homewards　down　the　glen…side　long　after　the　autumn

evenings　had　closed　in。　　During　these　rides　I　had　glimpses　many　a

time　into　depths　in　Alan's　nature　of　which　I　doubt　whether　in　the

old　days　he　had　himself　been　aware。　　To　me　certainly　they　were　as　a

revelation。　　A　prevailing　sadness；　occasionally　a　painful　tone　of

bitterness；　characterized　these　more　serious　moods　of　his；　but　I　do

not　think　that；　at　the　end　of　that　week；　I　would；　if　I　could；　have

changed　the　man；　whom　I　was　learning　to　revere　and　to　pity；　for　the

light…hearted　playmate　whom　I　felt　was　lost　to　me　for　ever。





II





The　only　feature　of　the　family　life　which　jarred　on　me　was　the

attitude　of　the　two　brothers　towards　the　children。　　I　did　not

notice　this　much　at　first；　and　at　all　times　it　was　a　thing　to　be

felt　rather　than　to　be　seen。　　George　himself　never　seemed　quite　at

ease　with　them。　　The　boys　were　strong　and　well　grown；　healthy　in

mind　and　body；　and　one　would　have　thought　that　the　existence　of　two

such　representatives　to　carry　on　his　name　and　inherit　his　fortune

would　have　been　the　very　crown　of　pride　and　happiness　to　their

father。　　But　it　was　not　so。　　Lucy　indeed　was　devoted　to　them；　and

in　all　practical　matters　no　one　could　have　been　kinder　to　them　than

was　George。　　They　were　free　of　the　whole　house；　and　every

indulgence　that　money　could　buy　for　them　they　had。　　I　never　heard

him　give　them　a　harsh　word。　　But　there　was　something　wrong。　　A

constraint　in　their　presence；　a　relief　in　their　absence；　an　evident

dislike　of　discussing　them　and　their　affairs；　a　total　want　of　that

enjoyment　of　love　and　possession　which　in　such　a　case　one　might

have　expected　to　find。　　Alan's　state　of　mind　was　even　more　marked。

Never　did　I　hear　him　willingly　address　his　nephews；　or　in　any　way

allude　to　their　existence。　　I　should　have　said　that　he　simply

ignored　it；　but　for　the　heavy　gloom　which　always　overspread　his

spirits　in　their　company；　and　for　the　glances　which　he　would　now

and　again　cast　in　their　directionglances　full　of　some　hidden

painful　emotion；　though　of　what　nature　it　would　have　been　hard　to

define。　　Indeed；　Alan's　attitude　towards　her　children　I　soon　found

to　be　the　only　source　of　friction　between　Lucy　and　this　otherwise

much…loved　member　of　her　husband's　family。　　I　asked　her　one　day　why

the　boys　never　appeared　at　luncheon。



〃Oh；　they　come　when　Alan　is　away；〃　she　answered；　〃but　they　seem　to

annoy　him　so　much　that　George　thinks　it　is　better　to　keep　them　out

of　sight　when　he　is　here。　　It　is　very　tiresome。　　I　know　that　it　is

the　fashion　to　say　that　George　has　got　the　temper　of　the　family；

but　I　assure　you　that　Alan's　nervous　moods　and　fancies　are　much

more　difficult　to　live　with。〃



That　was　on　the　morninga　Friday　it　wasof　the　last　day　which　we

were　to　spend　alone。　　The　guests　were　to　arrive　soon　after　tea；　and

I　think　that　with　the　knowledge　of　their　approach　Alan　and　I

prolonged　our　ride　that　afternoon　beyond　its　usual　limits。　　We　were

on　our　way　home；　and　it　was　already　dusk；　when　a　turn　of　the　path

brought　us　face　to　face　with　the　old　ruined　tower；　of　which　I　have

already　spoken　as　standing　at　the　head　of　the　valley。　　I　had　not

been　close　up　to　it　yet　during　this　visit　at　Mervyn。　　It　had　been　a

very　favorite　haunt　of　ours　as　children；　and　partly　on　that

account；　partly　perhaps　in　order　to　defer　the　dreaded　close　of　our

ride　to　the　last　possible　moment；　I　proposed　an　inspection　of　it。

The　only　portion　of　the　old　building　left　standing　in　any　kind　of

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