legends and lyrics - second series(传奇和抒情歌谣2)-第11章
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wild murmur and rebellion； as all childish and in vain； Breaking through
dark future hours clustering starry hopes seem shining； Then the calm and
tender midnight folds her shadow round the pain。
So they paced the shady lime…walk in that twilight dim and holy； Still
the last farewell deferring； she could hear or he should say； Every word；
weighed down by sorrow； fell more tenderly and slowly … This； which now
beheld their parting； should have been their wedding…day。
Should have been： her dreams of childhood； never straying； never
faltering； Still had needed Philip's image to make future life complete；
Philip's young hopes of ambition； ever changing； ever altering； Needed
Mildred's gentle presence even to make successes sweet。
This day should have seen their marriage； the calm crowning and
assurance Of two hearts； fulfilling rather； and not changing； either life：
Now they must be rent asunder； and her heart must learn endurance； For
he leaves their home； and enters on a world of work and strife。
But her gentle spirit long had learnt； unquestioning； submitting； To
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revere his youthful longings； and to marvel at the fate That gave such a
humble office； all unworthy and unfitting； To the genius of the village；
who was born for something great。
When the learned Traveller came there who had gained renown at
college； Whose abstruse research had won him even European fame；
Questioned Philip； praised his genius； marvelled at his self…taught
knowledge； Could she murmur if he called him up to London and to fame？
Could she waver when he bade her take the burden of decision； Since
his troth to her was plighted； and his life was now her own？ Could she
doom him to inaction？ could she； when a newborn vision Rose in glory for
his future； check it for her sake alone？
So her little trembling fingers； that had toiled with such fond pleasure；
Paused； and laid aside； and folded the unfinished wedding gown； Faltering
earnestly assurance； that she too could； in her measure； Prize for him the
present honour； and the future's sure renown。
Now they pace the shady lime…walk； now the last words must be
spoken； Words of trust； for neither dreaded more than waiting and delay；
Was not love still called eternalcould a plighted vow be broken？ … See
the crimson light of sunset fades in purple mist away。
〃Yes； my Mildred；〃 Philip told her； 〃one calm thought of joy and
blessing； Like a guardian spirit by me； through the world's tumultuous stir；
Still will spread its wings above me； and now urging； now repressing；
With my Mildred's voice will murmur thoughts of home； and love； and
her。
〃It will charm my peaceful leisure； sanctify my daily toiling； With a
right none else possesses； touching my heart's inmost string； And to keep
its pure wings spotless I shall fly the world's touch； soiling Even in
thought this Angel Guardian of my Mildred's Wedding Ring。
〃Take it； dear； this little circlet is the first link； strong and holy； Of a
life…long chain； and holds me from all other love apart； Till the day when
you may wear it as my wifemy ownmine wholly … Let me know it rests
for ever near the beating of your heart。〃
Dawn of day saw Philip speeding on his road to the Great City；
Thinking how the stars gazed downward just with Mildred's patient eyes；
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Dreams of work； and fame； and honour struggling with a tender pity； Till
the loving Past receding saw the conquering Future rise。
Daybreak still found Mildred watching； with the wonder of first
sorrow； How the outward world unaltered shone the same this very day；
How unpitying and relentless busy life met this new morrow； Earth； and
sky； and man unheeding that her joy had passed away。
Then the round of weary duties； cold and formal； came to meet her；
With the life within departed that had given them each a soul； And her sick
heart even slighted gentle words that came to greet her； For Grief spread
its shadowy pinions； like a blight； upon the whole。
Jar one chord； the harp is silent； move one stone； the arch is shattered；
One small clarion…cry of sorrow bids an armed host awake； One dark
cloud can hide the sunlight； loose one string； the pearls are scattered；
Think one thought； a soul may perish； say one word； a heart may break！
Life went on； the two lives running side by side； the outward seeming；
And the truer and diviner hidden in the heart and brain； Dreams grow holy；
put in action； work grows fair through starry dreaming； But where each
flows on unmingling； both are fruitless and in vain。
Such was Mildred's life； her dreaming lay in some far…distant region；
All the fairer； all the brighter； that its glories were but guessed； And the
daily round of duties seemed an unreal； airy legion … Nothing true save
Philip's letters and the ring upon her breast。
Letters telling how he struggled； for some plan or vision aiming； And
at last how he just grasped it as a fresh one spread its wings； How the
honour or the learning； once the climax； now were claiming； Only more
and more； becoming merely steps to higher things。
Telling her of foreign countries： little store had she of learning； So
her earnest； simple spirit answered as he touched the string； Day by day； to
these bright fancies all her silent thoughts were turning； Seeing every
radiant picture framed within her golden Ring。
Oh； poor heartlove； if thou willest； but； thine own soul still
possessing； Live thy life： not a reflection or a shadow of his own： Lean
as fondly； as completely； as thou willestbut confessing That thy strength
is God's； and therefore can； if need be； stand alone。
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Little means were there around her to make farther； wider ranges；
Where her loving gentle spirit could try any stronger flight； And she
turned aside； half fearing that fresh thoughts were fickle changes … That
she MUST stay as he left her on that farewell summer night。
Love should still be guide and leader； like a herald should have risen；
Lighting up the long dark vistas； conquering all opposing fates； But new
claims； new thoughts； new duties found her heart a silent prison； And
found Love； with folded pinions； like a jailer by the gates。
Yet why blame her？ it had needed greater strength than she was given
To have gone against the current that so calmly flowed along； Nothing
fresh came near the village save the rain and dew of heaven； And her
nature was too passive； and her love perhaps too strong。
The great world of thought； that rushes down the years； and onward
sweeping Bears upon its mighty billows in its progress each and all；
Flowed so far away； its murmur did not rouse them from their sleeping；
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