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front of them for Cauldstaneslap�察 �and on the other�察 �the contingent from
Hermiston bending off and beginning to disappear by detachments into the
policy gate。 It was in these circumstances that they turned to say farewell�察�
and deliberately exchanged a glance as they shook hands。 All passed as it
should�察�genteelly�察�and in Christina's mind�察�as she mounted the first steep
ascent for Cauldstaneslap�察�a gratifying sense of triumph prevailed over the
recollection of minor lapses and mistakes。 She had kilted her gown�察�as she
did usually at that rugged pass�察�but when she spied Archie still standing
and gazing after her�察 �the skirts came down again as if by enchantment。
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Here was a piece of nicety for that upland parish�察 �where the matrons
marched with their coats kilted in the rain�察�and the lasses walked barefoot
to kirk through the dust of summer�察�and went bravely down by the burn´
side�察 �and sat on stones to make a public toilet before entering� �It was
perhaps an air wafted from Glasgow�察�or perhaps it marked a stage of that
dizziness of gratified vanity�察 �in which the instinctive act passed
unperceived。 He was looking after� �She unloaded her bosom of a
prodigious sigh that was all pleasure�察�and betook herself to run。 When she
had overtaken the stragglers of her family�察�she caught up the niece whom
she had so recently repulsed�察 �and kissed and slapped her�察 �and drove her
away again�察�and ran after her with pretty cries and laughter。 Perhaps she
thought the laird might still be looking� �But it chanced the little scene
came under the view of eyes less favourable�察�for she overtook Mrs。 Hob
marching with Clem and Dand。
;You're shurely fey�察�lass� ─�quoth Dandie。
;Think shame to yersel'�察�miss� ─�said the strident Mrs。 Hob。 ;Is this the
gait to guide yersel' on the way hame frae kirk�拭 �You're shiirely no
sponsible the day� �And anyway I would mind my guid claes。;
;Hoot� ─�said Christina�察�and went on before them head in air�察�treading
the rough track with the tread of a wild doe。
She was in love with herself�察 �her destiny�察 �the air of the hills�察 �the
benediction of the sun。 All the way home�察 �she continued under the
intoxication of these sky´scraping spirits。 At table she could talk freely of
young Hermiston�察�gave her opinion of him off´hand and with a loud voice�察�
that he was a handsome young gentleman�察 �real well mannered and
sensible´like�察�but it was a pity he looked doleful。 Only ´ the moment after ´
a memory of his eyes in church embarrassed her。 But for this
inconsiderable check�察�all through meal´time she had a good appetite�察�and
she kept them laughing at table�察�until Gib ��who had returned before them
from Crossmichael and his separative worship�� reproved the whole of
them for their levity。
Singing ;in to herself; as she went�察�her mind still in the turmoil of a
glad confusion�察�she rose and tripped upstairs to a little loft�察�lighted by four
panes in the gable�察�where she slept with one of her nieces。 The niece�察�who
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followed her�察�presuming on ;Auntie's; high spirits�察�was flounced out of the
apartment with small ceremony�察�and retired�察�smarting and half tearful�察�to
bury her woes in the byre among the hay。 Still humming�察 �Christina
divested herself of her finery�察�and put her treasures one by one in her great
green trunk。 The last of these was the psalm´book�察�it was a fine piece�察�the
gift of Mistress Clem�察�in distinct old´faced type�察�on paper that had begun
to grow foxy in the warehouse ´ not by service ´ and she was used to wrap
it in a handkerchief every Sunday after its period of service was over�察�and
bury it end´wise at the head of her trunk。 As she now took it in hand the
book fell open where the leaf was torn�察�and she stood and gazed upon that
evidence of her bygone discomposure。 There returned again the vision of
the two brown eyes staring at her�察�intent and bright�察�out of that dark corner
of the kirk。 The whole appearance and attitude�察�the smile�察�the suggested
gesture of young Hermiston came before her in a flash at the sight of the
torn page。 ;I was surely fey� ─�she said�察�echoing the words of Dandie�察�and
at the suggested doom her high spirits deserted her。 She flung herself
prone upon the bed�察�and lay there�察�holding the psalm´book in her hands for
hours�察 �for the more part in a mere stupor of unconsenting pleasure and
unreasoning fear。 The fear was superstitious�察 �there came up again and
again in her memory Dandie's ill´omened words�察�and a hundred grisly and
black tales out of the immediate neighbourhood read her a commentary on
their force。 The pleasure was never realised。 You might say the joints of
her body thought and remembered�察�and were gladdened�察�but her essential
self�察 �in the immediate theatre of consciousness�察 �talked feverishly of
something else�察�like a nervous person at a fire。 The image that she most
complacently dwelt on was that of Miss Christina in her character of the
Fair Lass of Cauldstaneslap�察�carrying all before her in the straw´coloured
frock�察�the violet mantle�察�and the yellow cobweb stockings。 Archie's image�察�
on the other hand�察�when it presented itself was never welcomed ´ far less
welcomed with any ardour�察 �and it was exposed at times to merciless
criticism。 In the long vague dialogues she held in her mind�察 �often with
imaginary�察�often with unrealised interlocutors�察�Archie�察�if he were referred
to at all came in for savage handling。 He was described as ;looking like a
stork�察─ �staring like a caulf�察─ �a face like a ghaist's。; ;Do you call that
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manners�拭─ �she said�察 �or�察 �I soon put him in his place。; ; `MISS
CHRISTINA�察�IF YOU PLEASE�察�MR。 WEIR��' says I�察�and just flyped up
my skirt tails。; With gabble like this she would entertain herself long
whiles together�察�and then her eye would perhaps fall on the torn leaf�察�and
the eyes of Archie would appear again from the darkness of the wall�察�and
the voluble words deserted her�察 �and she would lie still and stupid�察 �and
think upon nothing with devotion�察�and be sometimes raised by a quiet sigh。
Had a doctor of medicine come into that loft�察�he would have diagnosed a
healthy�察�well´developed�察�eminently vivacious lass lying on her face in a fit
of the sulks�察�not one who had just contracted�察�or was just contracting�察 �a
mortal sickness of the mind which should yet carry her towards death and
despair。 Had it been a doctor of psychology�察�he might have been pardoned
for divining in the girl a passion of childish vanity�察 �self´love IN
EXCELSIS�察�and no more。 It is to be understood that I have been painting
chaos and describing the inarticulate。 Every lineament that appears is too
precise�察 �almost every word used too strong。 Take a finger´post in the
mountains on a day of rolling mists�察 �I have but copied the names that
appear upon the pointers�察 �the names of definite and famous cities far
distant�察�and now p