father goriot-第60章

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〃Yes；　if　I　am　in　the　depths　of　despair；　perhaps　you　are　to

blame；〃　said　Delphine。　〃We　have　so　little　sense　when　we　marry！

What　do　we　know　of　the　world；　of　business；　or　men；　or　life？　Our

fathers　should　think　for　us！　Father　dear；　I　am　not　blaming　you　in

the　least；　forgive　me　for　what　I　said。　This　is　all　my　own　fault。

Nay；　do　not　cry；　papa；〃　she　said；　kissing　him。



〃Do　not　cry　either；　my　little　Delphine。　Look　up　and　let　me　kiss

away　the　tears。　There！　I　shall　find　my　wits　and　unravel　this

skein　of　your　husband's　winding。〃



〃No；　let　me　do　that；　I　shall　be　able　to　manage　him。　He　is　fond　of

me；　well　and　good；　I　shall　use　my　influence　to　make　him　invest　my

money　as　soon　as　possible　in　landed　property　in　my　own　name。　Very

likely　I　could　get　him　to　buy　back　Nucingen　in　Alsace　in　my　name；

that　has　always　been　a　pet　idea　of　his。　Still；　come　to…morrow　and

go　through　the　books；　and　look　into　the　business。　M。　Derville

knows　little　of　mercantile　matters。　No；　not　to…morrow　though。　I

do　not　want　to　be　upset。　Mme。　de　Beauseant's　ball　will　be　the　day

after　to…morrow；　and　I　must　keep　quiet；　so　as　to　look　my　best　and

freshest；　and　do　honor　to　my　dear　Eugene！　。　。　。　Come；　let　us　see

his　room。〃



But　as　she　spoke　a　carriage　stopped　in　the　Rue　Nueve…Sainte…

Genevieve；　and　the　sound　of　Mme。　de　Restaud's　voice　came　from　the

staircase。　〃Is　my　father　in？〃　she　asked　of　Sylvie。



This　accident　was　luckily　timed　for　Eugene；　whose　one　idea　had

been　to　throw　himself　down　on　the　bed　and　pretend　to　be　asleep。



〃Oh；　father；　have　you　heard　about　Anastasie？〃　said　Delphine；　when

she　heard　her　sister　speak。　〃It　looks　as　though　some　strange

things　had　happened　in　that　family。〃



〃What　sort　of　things？〃　asked　Goriot。　〃This　is　like　to　be　the

death　of　me。　My　poor　head　will　not　stand　a　double　misfortune。〃



〃Good…morning；　father；〃　said　the　Countess　from　the　threshold。

〃Oh！　Delphine；　are　you　here？〃



Mme。　de　Restaud　seemed　taken　aback　by　her　sister's　presence。



〃Good…morning；　Nasie；〃　said　the　Baroness。　〃What　is　there　so

extraordinary　in　my　being　here？　_I_　see　our　father　every　day。〃



〃Since　when？〃



〃If　you　came　yourself　you　would　know。〃



〃Don't　tease；　Delphine；〃　said　the　Countess　fretfully。　〃I　am　very

miserable；　I　am　lost。　Oh！　my　poor　father；　it　is　hopeless　this

time！〃



〃What　is　it；　Nasie？〃　cried　Goriot。　〃Tell　us　all　about　it；　child！

How　white　she　is！　Quick；　do　something；　Delphine；　be　kind　to　her；

and　I　will　love　you　even　better；　if　that　were　possible。〃



〃Poor　Nasie！〃　said　Mme。　de　Nucingen；　drawing　her　sister　to　a

chair。　〃We　are　the　only　two　people　in　the　world　whose　love　is

always　sufficient　to　forgive　you　everything。　Family　affection　is

the　surest；　you　see。〃



The　Countess　inhaled　the　salts　and　revived。



〃This　will　kill　me！〃　said　their　father。　〃There；〃　he　went　on；

stirring　the　smouldering　fire；　〃come　nearer；　both　of　you。　It　is

cold。　What　is　it；　Nasie？　Be　quick　and　tell　me；　this　is　enough

to〃



〃Well；　then；　my　husband　knows　everything；〃　said　the　Countess。

〃Just　imagine　it；　do　you　remember；　father；　that　bill　of　Maxime's

some　time　ago？　Well；　that　was　not　the　first。　I　had　paid　ever　so

many　before　that。　About　the　beginning　of　January　M。　de　Trailles

seemed　very　much　troubled。　He　said　nothing　to　me；　but　it　is　so

easy　to　read　the　hearts　of　those　you　love；　a　mere　trifle　is

enough；　and　then　you　feel　things　instinctively。　Indeed；　he　was

more　tender　and　affectionate　than　ever；　and　I　was　happier　than　I

had　ever　been　before。　Poor　Maxime！　in　himself　he　was　really

saying　good…bye　to　me；　so　he　has　told　me　since；　he　meant　to　blow

his　brains　out！　At　last　I　worried　him　so；　and　begged　and　implored

so　hard；　for　two　hours　I　knelt　at　his　knees　and　prayed　and

entreated；　and　at　last　he　told　methat　he　owed　a　hundred

thousand　francs。　Oh！　papa！　a　hundred　thousand　francs！　I　was

beside　myself！　You　had　not　the　money；　I　knew；　I　had　eaten　up　all

that　you　had〃



〃No；〃　said　Goriot；　〃I　could　not　have　got　it　for　you　unless　I　had

stolen　it。　But　I　would　have　done　that　for　you；　Nasie！　I　will　do

it　yet。〃



The　words　came　from　him　like　a　sob；　a　hoarse　sound　like　the　death

rattle　of　a　dying　man；　it　seemed　indeed　like　the　agony　of　death

when　the　father's　love　was　powerless。　There　was　a　pause；　and

neither　of　the　sisters　spoke。　It　must　have　been　selfishness

indeed　that　could　hear　unmoved　that　cry　of　anguish　that；　like　a

pebble　thrown　over　a　precipice；　revealed　the　depths　of　his

despair。



〃I　found　the　money；　father；　by　selling　what　was　not　mine　to

sell；〃　and　the　Countess　burst　into　tears。



Delphine　was　touched；　she　laid　her　head　on　her　sister's　shoulder；

and　cried　too。



〃Then　it　is　all　true；〃　she　said。



Anastasie　bowed　her　head；　Mme。　de　Nucingen　flung　her　arms　about

her；　kissed　her　tenderly；　and　held　her　sister　to　her　heart。



〃I　shall　always　love　you　and　never　judge　you；　Nasie；〃　she　said。



〃My　angels；〃　murmured　Goriot　faintly。　〃Oh；　why　should　it　be

trouble　that　draws　you　together？〃



This　warm　and　palpitating　affection　seemed　to　give　the　Countess

courage。



〃To　save　Maxime's　life；〃　she　said；　〃to　save　all　my　own　happiness；

I　went　to　the　money…lender　you　know　of；　a　man　of　iron　forged　in

hell…fire；　nothing　can　melt　him；　I　took　all　the　family　diamonds

that　M。　de　Restaud　is　so　proud　ofhis　and　mine　tooand　sold

them　to　that　M。　Gobseck。　SOLD　THEM！　Do　you　understand？　I　saved

Maxime；　but　I　am　lost。　Restaud　found　it　all　out。〃



〃How？　Who　told　him？　I　will　kill　him；〃　cried　Goriot。



〃Yesterday　he　sent　to　tell　me　to　come　to　his　room。　I　went。　。　。　。

'Anastasie；'　he　said　in　a　voiceoh！　such　a　voice；　that　was

enough；　it　told　me　everything'where　are　your　diamonds？''In　my

room''No；'　he　said；　looking　straight　at　me；　'there　they　are

on　that　chest　of　drawers'　and　he　lifted　his　handkerchief　and

showed　me　the　casket。　'Do　you　know　where　they　came　from？'　he

said。　I　fell　at　his　feet。　。　。　。　I　cried；　I　besought　him　to　tell

me　the　death　he　wished　to　see　me　die。〃



〃You　said　that！〃　cried　Goriot。　〃By　God　in　heaven；　whoever　lays　a

hand　on　either　of　you　so　long　as　I　am　alive　may　reckon　on　being

roasted　by　slow　fires！　Yes；　I　will　cut　him　in　pieces　like　。　。　。〃



Goriot　stopped；　the　words　died　away　in　his　throat。



〃And　then；　dear；　he　asked　something　worse　than　death　of　me。　Oh！

heaven　preserve　all　other　women　from　hearing　such　words　as　I

heard　then！〃



〃I　will　murder　that　man；〃　said　Goriot　quietly。　〃But　he　has　only

one　life；　and　he　deserves　to　die　twice。And　then；　what　next？〃　he

added；　looking　at　Anastasie。



〃Then；〃　the　Countess　resumed；　〃there　was　a　pause；　and　he　looked

at　me。　'Anastasie；'　he　said；　'I　will　bury　this　in　silence；　there

shall　be　no　separation；　there　are　the　children。　I　will　not　kill

M。　de　Trailles。　I　might　miss　him　if　we　fought；　and　as　for　other

ways　of　getting　rid　of　him；　I　should　come　into　collision　with　the

law。　If　I　killed　him　in　your　arms；　it　would　bring　dishonor　on

THOSE　children。　But　if　you　do　not　want　to　see　your　children

perish；　nor　their　father　nor　me；　you　must　first　of　all　submit　to

two　conditions。　Answer　me。　Have　I　a　child　of　my　own？'　I　answered；

'Yes；''Which？''Ernest；　our　eldest　boy。''Very　well；'　he

said；　'and　now　swear　to　obey　me　in　this　particular　from　this　time

forward。'　I　swore。　'You　will　make　over　your　property　to　me　when　I

require　you　to　do　so。'　〃



〃Do　nothing　of　the　kind！〃　cried　Goriot。　〃Aha！　M。　de　Restaud；　you

could　not　make　your　wife　happy；　she　has　looked　for　happiness　and

found　it　elsewhere；　and　you　make　her　suffer　for　your　own

ineptitude？　He　will　have　to　reckon　with　me。　Make　yourself　easy；

Nasie。　Aha！　he　cares　about　his　heir！　Good；　very　good。　I　will　get

hold　of　the　boy；　isn't　he　my　grandson？　What　the　blazes！　I　can

surely　go　to　see　the　brat！　I　will　stow　him　away　somewhere；　I　will

take　care　of　him；　you　may　be　quite　easy。　I　will　bring　Restaud　to

terms；　the　monster！　I　shall　say　to　him；　'A　word　or　two　with　you！

If　you　want　your　son　back　ag