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must often do what thou wouldst not�察�and thou must leave undone what
thou wouldst do。 What pleaseth others shall have good success�察 �what
pleaseth thee shall have no prosperity。 What others say shall be listened
to�察�what thou sayest shall receive no heed。 Others shall ask and receive�察�
thou shalt ask and not obtain。 Others shall be great in the report of men�察�
but about thee shall nothing be spoken。 To others this or that shall be
entrusted�察�thou shalt be judged useful for nought。
5。 ;For this cause nature shall sometimes be filled with sadness�察�and it
is a great thing if thou bear it silently。 In this and many like things the
faithful servant of the Lord is wont to be tried�察�how far he is able to deny
himself and bring himself into subjection in all things。 Scarcely is there
anything in which thou hast need to mortify thyself so much as in seeing
things which are adverse to thy will�察 �especially when things are
commanded thee to be done which seem to thee inexpedient or of little use
to thee。 And because thou darest not resist a higher power�察�being under
authority�察�therefore it seemeth hard for thee to shape thy course according
to the nod of another�察�and to forego thine own opinion。
6。 ;But consider�察�My Son�察�the fruit of these labours�察�the swift end�察�and
the reward exceeding great�察 �and thou shalt find it no pain to bear them
then�察 �but rather the strongest solace of thy patience。 For even in
exchange for this trifling desire which thou hast readily forsaken�察 �thou
shalt always have thy will in Heaven。 There verily thou shalt find all that
thou wouldst�察�all that thou canst long for。 There thou shalt have all good
within thy power without fear of losing it。 There thy will�察 �ever at one
with Mine�察�shall desire nothing outward�察�nothing for itself。 There no man
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shall withstand thee�察 �none shall complain of thee�察 �none shall hinder�察�
nothing shall stand in thy path�察 �but all things desired by thee shall be
present together�察�and shall refresh thy whole affection�察�and fill it up even
to the brim。 There I will glory for the scorn suffered here�察�the garment of
praise for sorrow�察�and for the lowest place a throne in the Kingdom�察�for
ever。 There shall appear the fruit of obedience�察�the labour of repentance
shall rejoice�察�and humble subjection shall be crowened gloriously。
7。 ;Now therefore bow thyself humbly under the hands of all men�察�nor
let it trouble thee who said this or who ordered that�察�but take special heed
that whether thy superior�察�thy inferior�察�or thy equal�察�require anything from
thee�察�or even show a desire for it�察�take it all in good part�察�and study with a
good will to fulfil the desire。 Let one seek this�察�another that�察�let this man
glory in this�察 �and that man in that�察 �and be praised a thousand thousand
times�察�but rejoice thou only in the contempt of thyself�察�and in Mine own
good pleasure and glory。 This is what thou art to long for�察 �even that
whether by life or by death God may be ever magnified in thee。;��1��
��1�� Philippians i。 20。
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CHAPTER 85
How a desolate man ought to commit himself into the hands of
God
O Lord�察�Holy Father�察�be Thou blessed now and evermore�察�because as
Thou wilt so it is done�察�and what Thou doest is good。 Let Thy servant
rejoice in Thee�察�not in himself�察�nor in any other�察�because Thou alone art
the true joy�察�Thou art my hope and my crown�察�Thou art my joy and my
honour�察 �O Lord。 What hath Thy servant�察 �which he receiveth not from
Thee�察�even without merit of his own�拭 �Thine are all things which Thou
hast given�察 �and which Thou hast made。 I am poor and in misery even
from my youth up�撮�1�� and my soul is sorrowful unto tears�察�sometimes also
it is disquieted within itself�察�because of the sufferings which are coming
upon it。
2。 I long after the joy of peace�察 �for the peace of Thy children do I
beseech�察�for in the light of Thy comfort they are fed by Thee。 If Thou
give peace�察�if Thou pour into me holy joy�察�the soul of Thy servant shall be
full of melody�察�and devout in Thy praise。 But if Thou withdraw Thyself
as too often Thou art wont�察�he will not be able to run in the way of Thy
commandments�察�but rather he will smite his breast and will bow his knees�察�
because it is not with him as yesterday and the day before�察 �when Thy
candle shined upon his head�撮�2�� and he walked under the shadow of Thy
wings�撮�3�� from the temptations which beset him。
3。 O Father�察�righteous and ever to be praised�察�the hour cometh when
Thy servant is to be proved。 O beloved Father�察�it is well that in this hour
Thy servant suffer somewhat for Thy sake。 O Father�察 �evermore to be
adored�察 �as the hour cometh which Thou foreknewest from everlasting�察�
when for a little while Thy servant should outwardly bow down�察 �but
always live inwardly with Thee�察�when for a little while he should be little
regarded�察 �humbled�察 �and fail in the eyes of men�察 �should be wasted with
sufferings and weaknesses�察�to rise again with Thee in the dawn of the new
light�察�and be glorified in the heavenly places。 O Holy Father�察�thou hast
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ordained it so�察�and so hast willed it�察�and that is done which Thou Thyself
hast commanded。
4。 For this is Thy favour to Thy friend�察�that he should suffer and be
troubled in the world for Thy love's sake�察 �how often soever�察 �and by
whomsoever and whosoever Thou hast suffered it to be done。 Without
Thy counsel and providence�察�and without cause�察�nothing cometh to pass
on the earth。 It is good for me�察�Lord�察�that I have been in trouble�察�that I
may learn Thy statutes�撮�4�� and may cast away all pride of heart and
presumption。 It is profitable for me that confusion hath covered my face�察�
that I may seek to Thee for consolation rather than unto men。 By this
also I have learned to dread Thine unsearchable judgment�察�who afflictest
the just with the wicked�察�but not without equity and justice。
5。 Thanks be unto Thee�察 �because Thou hast not spared my sins�察 �but
hast beaten me with stripes of love�察�inflicting pains�察�and sending troubles
upon me without and within。 There is none who can console me�察�of all
things which are under heaven�察 �but Thou only�察 �O Lord my God�察 �Thou
heavenly Physician of souls�察 �who dost scourge and hast mercy�察 �who
leadest down to hell and bringest up again。��5�� Thy discipline over me�察�
and Thy rod itself shall teach me。
6。 Behold�察�O beloved Father�察�I am in Thy hands�察�I bow myself under
the rod of Thy correction。 Smite my back and my neck that I may bend
my crookedness to Thy will。 Make me a pious and lowly disciple�察 �as
Thou wert wont to be kind�察 �that I m