pathology of lying-第30章
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A strange admixture of races； of religion； and of social and moral tendencies was brought out in the study of Amanda R。 and of her family conditions。 We were much helped in the study of this case； which has long been a source of many social difficulties； by the intelligence of certain relatives who knew well the family facts； and also by the good mental capacities of the girl herself。
Amanda is an orphan and has been living for years with relatives。 She has caused them and others； even those who have tried to help her； extreme annoyance on account of her quite unnecessary lies； her accusations； and some other delinquent tendencies。 The main trouble all concede to be her falsifications； which vary from direct denials to elaborate stories invented without any seeming reason whatever。 Reports on her conduct have come from a number of different sources。 Neighbors have complained that she has come to them and borrowed money with the statement that her family was hard up。 At school she stated for a time that she had come unprovided with lunch because her people were so poor； but it was ascertained that she had thrown away her lunch each day。 The lies which she told to the other school children were extraordinarily numerous and fertile； unfortunately they sometimes involved details about improper sex experiences。 A long story was made up about one of her relatives having committed suicide and was told to the school teachers and others。 She defamed the character of one of her aunts。 To her pastor she told some outrageous falsehoods。 A home for delinquent girls； where she was once placed on account of her general bad behavior； would not put up with her； so much trouble arose from her prevarications。 She accused the very good people there of not treating her well because she was not of their race。 All of the above is quite apart from the girl's own romantic stories which have been told in her family circle and have done no especial harm。 Of these we had the best account from the girl herself。
An intelligent relative gave an account of the facts。 Amanda has been tried in a number of households； but has been given up by everyone after a short period of trial。 Her word is found so unreliable that in general she is regarded as thoroughly untrustworthy。 This particular relative； who is most interested in her； tells us she thinks the girl is mentally peculiar。 She states that in general her mind is both romantic and rambling。 She constantly has the idea that her beauty will bring her a wealthy husband。 She lies about other people to these relatives and about them to others。 They have a comfortable home and are very anxious for Amanda to do well； and many times have had serious talks with her； all to no purpose。 They themselves have attempted to analyze the nature of the girl's characteristics； and say it is quite evident that the telling of untruths with this girl is the result of quick reaction on her part。 Fictions of all kinds come up in her mind constantly and are uttered quickly。 It is doubtful whether she premeditates her stories。 She has threatened suicide。 They think she is the biggest liar that ever lived and can't understand how she can engage in such unforesighted behavior unless she is somewhat abnormal。 Only once did they ever notice anything suggestive of a mental peculiarity other than her lying。 Then she did talk quite incoherently and at random for a time （she is a great talker anyhow）； but later she said she realized what she had done； and said not to mind hershe had just let her tongue rattle on and did not mean anything by it。
On two or three occasions Amanda has started to school in the morning and wandered off and kept going all day。 She had been immoral with boys； but not to any great extent。 She undertook to be religious for a time； but her sincerity was always in question。 She knows the character of her own mother and threatens at times to follow in her tracks。
The racial heredity of this girl is a strange mixture。 Her father was a Scandinavian and her mother colored。 The maternal grandfather was colored； and the maternal grandmother was an alcoholic Irish woman and died in an insane hospital。 It is possible； also； that there is Indian blood in the family。 The mother kept an immoral resort and drank at times。 The father is said； even by his wife's relative； to have died some years ago of a broken heart about her career。 She died of tuberculosis a few years after him。 Amanda was the only child。 About the early developmental history we have no reliable information。 The girl was taken by relatives before her mother died； but was allowed to visit her； and there was evidently real affection between mother and daughter。 Long contention over religious affairs in the family led to some bickering about placing the girl。
We found Amanda to be rather a good looking girl with very slight evidences of colored blood。 Quiet and normal in her attitude and expression。 Slightly builtweight 93 lbs。； height 4 ft。 10 in。 Vision R。 20/80； L。 20/25。 Coarse tremor of outstretched hands。 No evidence of specific disease。 All other examination negative。 The girl complains of occasional sick headaches with photophobia。 Pelvic examination by a specialist negative。
On the mental side we quickly found we had to deal with a girl of decidedly good general ability。 Tests were almost uniformly done well。 Memory processes decidedly good span for eight numbers auditorily and for seven numbers visually。 No evidence whatever of aberration。
Results on the ‘‘Aussage'' test： Amanda on free recital gave 12 details of the picture； on questioning she mentioned 32 more items； but a dozen of these were incorrect。 Of 7 suggestions offered she accepted 6。 This was an exceptionally inaccurate performance。
In the course of our study of this case we obtained from Amanda a very good account of her own life； deeply tragic in its details； and a probably correct analysis of her beginnings in lying。 It seems that she remembers well her mother； particularly in the later visits which the relatives allowed。 These must have been when she was about 5 or 6 years old。 ‘‘I know a lot。 There isn't anything bad that I have not seen and heard。 I try to forget it； but I can't。 What's the use anyhow？ When I think of my mother it all comes up again。 When I was very little I would sit in a room with my mother and a crowd of her friends and they would say everything in front of me。 I would see men and women go into rooms and I kept wondering what they did in there。 I think I was quicker and sharper then than I am now。 I think I was about 3 when I used to see them smoking and drinking。 Then I used to think it was all right。 I thought it was swell and that I would like to do it too。 I thought about it a lot。 Mother； you see； would tell me to be good one minute and the next would teach me how to swear。 I remember once when I was about 7 they brought her home drunk。 She looked terrible。 I can close my eyes and see her just as plainly as if it is there before me。 A protective society once found me and took me to their place。 Then I lived with my grandfather。 Mother stole me from them and then my uncle took me。 I lived around in lots of places。 I have done lots of bad things。 。 。 。 。
‘‘I picture these things tooI can't help it。 The pictures come up in my mind as plain as can benot just at night； but in the daytime too。 The only thing I have ever been really afraid of is the dark。 Then I imagine I hear people talking。 I see things too。 I see whole shows that I have been to。 But then； as I have said； I see them when I'm awake and in the daytime。 I dream about them also。 Sometimes they are so real I don't know whether I'm asleep or awake。 For instance； a long time ago I read Peck's Bad Boy and I can see those pictures now just as plain as when I read the book。 It is always that way about what I read。 The things I read I always see in pictures。 It's that way with the love stories too。 I used to read lots and lots of them。 I like to read about murders。 I can see those too。 When I read about the R。 murder in the papers lately I just felt like I was there。 I could see everything he did。
