the memoirs of marie antoinette-第12章
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In order to console the people under their sufferings； and to shut their eyes to the real depredations on the treasury； the ministers occasionally pressed the most extravagant measures of reform in the King's household； and even in his personal expenses。
Cardinal Fleury； who in truth had the merit of reestablishing the finances； carried this system of economy so far as to obtain from the King the suppression of the household of the four younger Princesses。 They were brought up as mere boarders in a convent eighty leagues distant from the Court。 Saint Cyr would have been more suitable for the reception of the King's daughters； but probably the Cardinal shared some of those prejudices which will always attach to even the most useful institutions； and which； since the death of Louis XIV。； had been raised against the noble establishment of Madame de Maintenon。 Madame Louise often assured me that at twelve years of age she was not mistress of the whole alphabet； and never learnt to read fluently until after her return to Versailles。
Madame Victoire attributed certain paroxysms of terror； which she was never able to conquer； to the violent alarms she experienced at the Abbey of Fontevrault； whenever she was sent； by way of penance； to pray alone in the vault where the sisters were interred。
A gardener belonging to the abbey died raving mad。 His habitation； without the walls； was near a chapel of the abbey； where Mesdames were taken to repeat the prayers for those in the agonies of death。 Their prayers were more than once interrupted by the shrieks of the dying man。
When Mesdames； still very young； returned to Court； they enjoyed the friendship of Monseigneur the Dauphin； and profited by his advice。 They devoted themselves ardently to study； and gave up almost the whole of their time to it； they enabled themselves to write French correctly； and acquired a good knowledge of history。 Italian； English； the higher branches of mathematics； turning and dialing； filled up in succession their leisure moments。 Madame Adelaide； in particular； had a most insatiable desire to learn； she was taught to play upon all instruments； from the horn （will it be believed！） to the Jew's…harp。
Madame Adelaide was graced for a short time with a charming figure； but never did beauty so quickly vanish。 Madame Victoire was handsome and very graceful； her address； mien； and smile were in perfect accordance with the goodness of her heart。 Madame Sophie was remarkably ugly； never did I behold a person with so unprepossessing an appearance； she walked with the greatest rapidity； and； in order to recognise the people who placed themselves along her path without looking at them； she acquired the habit of leering on one side； like a hare。 This Princess was so exceedingly diffident that a person might be with her daily for years together without hearing her utter a single word。 It was asserted； however； that she displayed talent； and even amiability； in the society of some favourite ladies。 She taught herself a great deal； but she studied alone； the presence of a reader would have disconcerted her very much。 There were； however； occasions on which the Princess； generally so intractable； became all at once affable and condescending； and manifested the most communicative good…nature； this would happen during a storm； so great was her alarm on such an occasion that she then approached the most humble； and would ask them a thousand obliging questions； a flash of lightning made her squeeze their hands； a peal of thunder would drive her to embrace them； but with the return of the calm； the Princess resumed her stiffness； her reserve； and her repellent air； and passed all by without taking the slightest notice of any one； until a fresh storm restored to her at once her dread and her affability。 ＇Which reminds one of the elder （and puritanic） Cato who said that he 〃embraced〃 his wife only when it thundered； but added that he did enjoy a good thunderstorm。 D。W。＇
Mesdames found in a beloved brother； whose rare attainments are known to all Frenchmen； a guide in everything wanting to their education。 In their august mother； Maria Leczinska； they possessed the noblest example of every pious and social virtue； that Princess； by her eminent qualities and her modest dignity； veiled the failings of the King； and while she lived she preserved in the Court of Louis XV。 that decorous and dignified tone which alone secures the respect due to power。 The Princesses； her daughters； were worthy of her； and if a few degraded beings did aim the shafts of calumny at them； these shafts dropped harmless； warded off by the elevation of their sentiments and the purity of their conduct。
If Mesdames had not tasked themselves with numerous occupations； they would have been much to be pitied。 They loved walking； but could enjoy nothing beyond the public gardens of Versailles； they would have cultivated flowers； but could have no others than those in their windows。
The Marquise de Durfort； since Duchesse de Civrac； afforded to Madame Victoire agreeable society。 The Princess spent almost all her evenings with that lady； and ended by fancying herself domiciled with her。
Madame de Narbonne had； in a similar way； taken pains to make her intimate acquaintance pleasant to Madame Adelaide。
Madame Louise had for many years lived in great seclusion； I read to her five hours a day。 My voice frequently betrayed the exhaustion of my lungs； the Princess would then prepare sugared water for me； place it by me； and apologise for making me read so long； on the score of having prescribed a course of reading for herself。
One evening； while I was reading； she was informed that M。 Bertin； 'ministre des parties casuelles'； desired to speak with her； she went out abruptly； returned； resumed her silks and embroidery； and made me resume my book； when I retired she commanded me to be in her closet the next morning at eleven o'clock。 When I got there the Princess was gone out； I learnt that she had gone at seven in the morning to the Convent of the Carmelites of St。 Denis； where she was desirous of taking the veil。 I went to Madame Victoire； there I heard that the King alone had been acquainted with Madame Louise's project； that he had kept it faithfully secret； and that； having long previously opposed her wish； he had only on the preceding evening sent her his consent； that she had gone alone into the convent； where she was expected； and that a few minutes afterwards she had made her appearance at the grating； to show to the Princesse de Guistel； who had accompanied her to the convent gate； and to her equerry； the King's order to leave her in the monastery。
Upon receiving the intelligence of her sister's departure； Madame Adelaide gave way to violent paroxysms of rage； and reproached the King bitterly for the secret； which he had thought it his duty to preserve。 Madame Victoire missed the society of her favourite sister； but she shed tears in silence only。 The first time I saw this excellent Princess after Madame Louise's departure； I threw myself at her feet； kissed her hand； and asked her； with all the confidence of youth； whether she would quit us as Madame Louise had done。 She raised me； embraced me； and said； pointing to the lounge upon which she was extended； 〃Make yourself easy； my dear； I shall never have Louise's courage。 I love the conveniences of life too well； this lounge is my destruction。〃 As soon as I obtained permission to do so； I went to St。 Denis to see my late mistress； she deigned to receive me with her face uncovered； in her private parlour； she told me she had just left the wash…house； and that it was her turn that day to attend to the linen。 〃I much abused your youthful lungs for two years before the execution of my project；〃 added she。 〃I knew that here I could read none but books tending to our salvation； and I wished to review all the historians that had interested me。〃
She informed me that the King's consent for her to go to St。 Denis had been brought to her while I was reading； she prided herself； and with reason； upon having returned to her closet without the slightest mark of agitation； though she said she felt so keenly that she could scarcel
