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lder still； and she was wet and clammy with a dark moisture that was oozing from her side。 I did not know what it was at that time； but I have learnt since。
〃'That was when I could hardly have been four weeks old； and from that day to this I've looked after myself： you've got to do that in this world； my dear。 For a while； I and my brother lived on in that sty and kept ourselves。 It was a grim struggle at first； two babies fighting for life； but we pulled through。 At the end of about three months； wandering farther from home than usual； I came upon a cottage； standing in the fields。 It looked warm and cosy through the open door； and I went in： I have always been blessed with plenty of nerve。 Some children were playing round the fire； and they welcomed me and made much of me。 It was a new sensation to me； and I stayed there。 I thought the place a palace at the time。
〃'I might have gone on thinking so if it had not been that； passing through the village one day； I happened to catch sight of a room behind a shop。 There was a carpet on the floor； and a rug before the fire。 I had never known till then that there were such luxuries in the world。 I determined to make that shop my home； and I did so。'
〃'How did you manage it？' asked the black cat； who was growing interested。
〃'By the simple process of walking in and sitting down。 My dear child； cheek's the 〃Open sesame〃 to every door。 The cat that works hard dies of starvation； the cat that has brains is kicked downstairs for a fool； and the cat that has virtue is drowned for a scamp； but the cat that has cheek sleeps on a velvet cushion and dines on cream and horseflesh。 I marched straight in and rubbed myself against the old man's legs。 He and his wife were quite taken with what they called my 〃trustfulness；〃 and adopted me with enthusiasm。 Strolling about the fields of an evening I often used to hear the children of the cottage calling my name。 It was weeks before they gave up seeking for me。 One of them； the youngest； would sob herself to sleep of a night； thinking that I was dead： they were affectionate children。
〃'I boarded with my shopkeeping friends for nearly a year； and from them I went to some new people who had lately come to the neighbourhood； and who possessed a really excellent cook。 I think I could have been very satisfied with these people； but； unfortunately； they came down in the world； and had to give up the big house and the cook； and take a cottage； and I did not care to go back to that sort of life。
〃'Accordingly I looked about for a fresh opening。 There was a curious old fellow who lived not far off。 People said he was rich； but nobody liked him。 He was shaped differently from other men。 I turned the matter over in my mind for a day or two； and then determined to give him a trial。 Being a lonely sort of man； he might make a fuss over me； and if not I could go。
〃'My surmise proved correct。 I have never been more petted than I was by 〃Toady；〃 as the village boys had dubbed him。 My present guardian is foolish enough over me； goodness knows； but she has other ties； while 〃Toady〃 had nothing else to love； not even himself。 He could hardly believe his eyes at first when I jumped up on his knees and rubbed myself against his ugly face。 〃Why； Kitty；〃 he said； 〃do you know you're the first living thing that has ever come to me of its own accord。〃 There were tears in his funny little red eyes as he said that。
〃'I remained two years with 〃Toady；〃 and was very happy indeed。 Then he fell ill； and strange people came to the house； and I was neglected。 〃Toady〃 liked me to come up and lie upon the bed； where he could stroke me with his long； thin hand； and at first I used to do this。 But a sick man is not the best of company； as you can imagine； and the atmosphere of a sick room not too healthy； so； all things considered； I felt it was time for me to make a fresh move。
〃'I had some difficulty in getting away。 〃Toady〃 was always asking for me； and they tried to keep me with him： he seemed to lie easier when I was there。 I succeeded at length； however； and； once outside the door； I put sufficient distance between myself and the house to ensure my not being captured； for I knew 〃Toady〃 so long as he lived would never cease hoping to get me back。
〃'Where to go； I did not know。 Two or three homes were offered me； but none of them quite suited me。 At one place； where I put up for a day； just to see how I liked it； there was a dog； and at another； which would otherwise have done admirably； they kept a baby。 Whatever you do； never stop at a house where they keep a baby。 If a child pulls your tail or ties a paper bag round your head； you can give it one for itself and nobody blames you。 〃Well； serve you right；〃 they say to the yelling brat； 〃you shouldn't tease the poor thing。〃 But if you resent a baby's holding you by the throat and trying to gouge out your eye with a wooden ladle； you are called a spiteful beast； and 〃shoo'd〃 all round the garden。 If people keep babies； they don't keep me； that's my rule。
〃'After sampling some three or four families； I finally fixed upon a banker。 Offers more advantageous from a worldly point of view were open to me。 I could have gone to a public…house； where the victuals were simply unlimited； and where the back door was left open all night。 But about the banker's （he was also a churchwarden； and his wife never smiled at anything less than a joke by the bishop） there was an atmosphere of solid respectability that I felt would be comforting to my nature。 My dear child； you will come across cynics who will sneer at respectability： don't you listen to them。 Respectability is its own rewardand a very real and practical reward。 It may not bring you dainty dishes and soft beds； but it brings you something better and more lasting。 It brings you the consciousness that you are living the right life； that you are doing the right thing； that； so far as earthly ingenuity can fix it； you are going to the right place； and that other folks ain't。 Don't you ever let any one set you against respectability。 It's the most satisfying thing I know of in this worldand about the cheapest。
〃'I was nearly three years with this family； and was sorry when I had to go。 I should never have left if I could have helped it； but one day something happened at the bank which necessitated the banker's taking a sudden journey to Spain； and； after that； the house became a somewhat unpleasant place to live in。 Noisy； disagreeable people were continually knocking at the door and making rows in the passage； and at night folks threw bricks at the windows。
〃'I was in a delicate state of health at the time； and my nerves could not stand it。 I said good…bye to the town； and making my way back into the country； put up with a county family。
〃'They were great swells； but I should have preferred them had they been more homely。 I am of an affectionate disposition； and I like every one about me to love me。 They were good enough to me in their distant way； but they did not take much notice of me； and I soon got tired of lavishing attentions on people that neither valued nor responded to them。
〃'From these people I went to a retired potato merchant。 It was a social descent； but a rise so far as comfort and appreciation were concerned。 They appeared to be an exceedingly nice family； and to be extremely fond of me。 I say they 〃appeared〃 to be these things； because the sequel proved that they were neither。 Six months after I had come to them they went away and left me。 They never asked me to accompany them。 They made no arrangements for me to stay behind。 They evidently did not care what became of me。 Such egotistical indifference to the claims of friendship I had never before met with。 It shook my faithnever too robustin human nature。 I determined that； in future； no one should have the opportunity of disappointing my trust in them。 I selected my present mistress on the recommendation of a gentleman friend of mine who had formerly lived with her。 He said she was an excellent caterer。 The only reason he had left her was that she expected him to be in at ten each night； and that hour didn't fit in with
