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glared at me； never looking away。
Emmett sat beside her； his face and thoughts both wry。
Jasper hesitated； and then went to stand against the wall behind Rosalie。 He was
decided； regardless of the outcome of this discussion。 My teeth locked together。
Alice was the last to come in； and her eyes were focused on something far away—
the future； still too indistinct for her to make use of it。 Without seeming to think about it；
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she sat next to Esme。 She rubbed her forehead as if she had a headache。 Jasper twitched
uneasily and considered joining her； but he kept his place。
I took a deep breath。 I had started this—I should speak first。
〃I'm sorry；〃 I said； looking first at Rose； then Jasper and then Emmett。 〃I didn't
mean to put any of you at risk。 It was thoughtless； and I take full responsibility for my
hasty action。〃
Rosalie glared at me balefully。 〃What do you mean； 'take full responsibility'？
Are you going to fix it？〃
〃Not the way you mean；〃 I said； working to keep my voice even and quiet。 〃I'm
willing to leave now； if that makes things better。〃 If I believe that the girl will be safe； if I
believe that none of you will touch her； I amended in my head。
〃No；〃 Esme murmured。 〃No； Edward。〃
I patted her hand。 〃It's just a few years。〃
〃Esme's right； though；〃 Emmett said。 〃You can't go anywhere now。 That would
be the opposite of helpful。 We have to know what people are thinking； now more than
ever。〃
〃Alice will catch anything major；〃 I disagreed。
Carlisle shook his head。 〃I think Emmett is right； Edward。 The girl will be more
likely to talk if you disappear。 It's all of us leave； or none of us。〃
〃She won't say anything；〃 I insisted quickly。 Rose was building up to the
explosion； and I wanted this fact out there first。
〃You don't know her mind；〃 Carlisle reminded me。
〃I know this much。 Alice； back me up。〃
Alice stared up at me wearily。 〃I can't see what will happen if we just ignore
this。〃 She glanced at Rose and Jasper。
No； she couldn't see that future—not when Rosalie and Jasper were so decided
against ignoring the incident。
Rosalie's palm smacked down on the table with a loud bang。 〃We can't allow the
human a chance to say anything。 Carlisle； you must see that。 Even if we decided to all
disappear； it's not safe to leave stories behind us。 We live so differently from the rest of
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our kind—you know there are those who would love an excuse to point fingers。 We have
to be more careful than anyone else！〃
〃We've left rumors behind us before；〃 I reminded her。
〃Just rumors and suspicions； Edward。 Not eyewitnesses and evidence！〃
〃Evidence！〃 I scoffed。
But Jasper was nodding； his eyes hard。
〃Rose—〃 Carlisle began。
〃Let me finish； Carlisle。 It doesn't have to be any big production。 The girl hit her
head today。 So maybe that injury turns out to be more serious that it looked。〃 Rosalie
shrugged。 〃Every mortal goes to sleep with the chance of never waking up。 The others
would expect us to clean up after ourselves。 Technically； that would make it Edward's
job； but this is obviously beyond him。 You know I'm capable of control。 I would leave
no evidence behind me。〃
〃Yes； Rosalie； we all know how proficient an assassin you are；〃 I snarled。
She hissed at me； furious。
〃Edward； please；〃 Carlisle said。 Then he turned to Rosalie。 〃Rosalie； I looked
the other way in Rochester because I felt that you were owed your justice。 The men you
killed had wronged you monstrously。 This is not the same situation。 The Swan girl is an
innocent。〃
〃It's not personal； Carlisle；〃 Rosalie said through her teeth。 〃It's to protect us
all。〃
There was a brief moment of silence while Carlisle thought through his answer。
When he nodded； Rosalie's eyes lit up。 She should have known better。 Even if I hadn't
been able to read his thoughts； I could have anticipated his next words。 Carlisle never
compromised。
〃I know you mean well； Rosalie； but？I'd like very much for our family to be
worth protecting。 The occasional？accident or lapse in control is a regrettable part of
who we are。〃 It was very like him to include himself in the plural； though he had never
had such a lapse himself。 〃To murder a blameless child in cold blood is another thing
entirely。 I believe the risk she presents； whether she speaks her suspicions or not； is
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nothing to the greater risk。 If we make exceptions to protect ourselves； we risk
something much more important。 We risk losing the essence of who we are。〃
I controlled my expression very carefully。 It wouldn't do at all to grin。 Or to
applaud； as I wished I could。
Rosalie scowled。 〃It's just being responsible。〃
〃It's being callous；〃 Carlisle corrected gently。 〃Every life is precious。〃
Rosalie sighed heavily and her lower lip pouted out。 Emmett patted her shoulder。
〃It'll be fine； Rose；〃 he encouraged in a low voice。
〃The question；〃 Carlisle continued； 〃is whether we should move on？〃
〃No；〃 Rosalie moaned。 〃We just got settled。 I don't want to start on my
sophomore year in high school again！〃
〃You could keep your present age； of course；〃 Carlisle said。
〃And have to move again that much sooner？〃 she countered。
Carlisle shrugged。
〃I like it here！ There's so little sun； we get to be almost normal。〃
〃Well； we certainly don't have to decide now。 We can wait and see if it becomes
necessary。 Edward seems certain of the Swan girl's silence。〃
Rosalie snorted。
But I was no longer worried about Rose。 I could see that she would go along with
Carlisle's decision； not matter how infuriated she was with me。 Their conversation had
moved on to unimportant details。
Jasper remained unmoved。
I understood why。 Before he and Alice had met； he'd lived in a combat zone； a
relentless theater of war。 He knew the consequences of flouting the rules—he'd seen the
grisly aftermath with his own eyes。
It said much that he had not tried to calm Rosalie down with his extra faculties；
nor did he now try to rile her up。 He was holding himself aloof from this discussion—
above it。
〃Jasper；〃 I said。
He met my gaze； his face expressionless。
〃She won't pay for my mistake。 I won't allow that。〃
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〃She benefits from it； then？ She should have died today； Edward。 I would only
set that right。〃
I repeated myself； emphasizing each word。 〃I will not allow it。〃
His eyebrows shot up。 He wasn't expecting this—he hadn't imagined that I would
act to stop him。
He shook his head once。 〃I won't let Alice live in danger； even a slight danger。
You don't feel about anyone the way I feel about her； Edward； and you haven't lived
through what I've lived through； whether you've seen my memories or not。 You don't
understand。〃
〃I'm not disputing that； Jasper。 But I'm telling you now； I won't allow you to
hurt Isabella Swan。〃
We stared at each other—not glaring； but measuring the opposition。 I felt him
sample the mood around me； testing my determination。
〃Jazz；〃 Alice said； interrupting us。
He held my gaze for a moment more； and then looked at her。 〃Don't bother
telling me you can protect yourself； Alice。 I already know that。 I've still got to—〃
〃That's not what I'm going say；〃 Alice interrupted。 〃I was going to ask you for a
favor。〃
I saw what was on her mind； and my mouth fell open with an audible gasp。 I
stared at her； shocked； only vaguely aware that everyone besides Alice and Jasper was
now eyeing me warily。
〃I know you love me。 Thanks。 But I would really appreciate it if you didn't try to
kill Bella。 First of all； Edward's serious and I don't want you two fighting。 Secondly；
she's my friend。 At least； she's going to be。〃
It was clear as glass in her head： Alice； smiling； with her icy white arm around the
girl's warm； fragile shoulders。 And Bella was smiling； too； her arm around Alice's waist。
The vision was rock solid； only the timing of it was unsure。
〃But？Alice？〃 Jasper gasped。 I couldn't manage to turn my head to see his
expression。 I couldn't tear mysel
