crime and punishment(罪与罚)-第131章
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Semyonovna； and referred in a most contemptible way to the。。。
character of Sofya Semyonovna； that is； hinted at the character of
my attitude to Sofya Semyonovna。 All this you understand was with
the object of dividing me from my mother and sister； by insinuating
that I was squandering on unworthy objects the money which they had
sent me and which was all they had。 Yesterday evening； before my
mother and sister and in his presence； I declared that I had given the
money to Katerina Ivanovna for the funeral and not to Sofya Semyonovna
and that I had no acquaintance with Sofya Semyonovna and had never
seen her before； indeed。 At the same time I added that he； Pyotr
Petrovitch Luzhin； with all his virtues was not worth Sofya
Semyonovna's little finger； though he spoke so ill of her。 To his
question… would I let Sofya Semyonovna sit down beside my sister； I
answered that I had already done so that day。 Irritated that my mother
and sister were unwilling to quarrel with me at his insinuations； he
gradually began being unpardonably rude to them。 A final rupture
took place and he was turned out of the house。 All this happened
yesterday evening。 Now I beg your special attention： consider： if he
had now succeeded in proving that Sofya Semyonovna was a thief； he
would have shown to my mother and sister that he was almost right in
his suspicions； that he had reason to be angry at my putting my sister
on a level with Sofya Semyonovna； that； in attacking me； he was
protecting and preserving the honour of my sister； his betrothed。 In
fact he might even； through all this； have been able to estrange me
from my family； and no doubt he hoped to be restored to favour with
them； to say nothing of revenging himself on me personally； for he has
grounds for supposing that the honour and happiness of Sofya
Semyonovna are very precious to me。 That was what he was working
for！ That's how I understand it。 That's the whole reason for it and
there can be no other！〃
It was like this； or somewhat like this； that Raskolnikov wound up
his speech which was followed very attentively； though often
interrupted by exclamations from his audience。 But in spite of
interruptions he spoke clearly； calmly； exactly； firmly。 His
decisive voice； his tone of conviction and his stern face made a great
impression on every one。
〃Yes； yes； that's it；〃 Lebeziatnikov assented gleefully； 〃that
must be it； for he asked me； as soon as Sofya Semyonovna came into our
room； whether you were here； whether I had seen you among Katerina
Ivanovna's guests。 He called me aside to the window and asked me in
secret。 It was essential for him that you should be here！ That's it；
that's it！〃
Luzhin smiled contemptuously and did not speak。 But he was very
pale。 He seemed to be deliberating on some means of escape。 Perhaps he
would have been glad to give up everything and get away； but at the
moment this was scarcely possible。 It would have implied admitting the
truth of the accusations brought against him。 Moreover； the company；
which had already been excited by drink； was now too much stirred to
allow it。 The commissariat clerk； though indeed he had not grasped the
whole position； was shouting louder than any one and was making some
suggestions very unpleasant to Luzhin。 But not all those present
were drunk； lodgers came in from all the rooms。 The three Poles were
tremendously excited and were continually shouting at him： 〃The Pan is
a lajdak！〃 and muttering threats in Polish。 Sonia had been listening
with strained attention； though she too seemed unable to grasp it all；
she seemed as though she had just returned to consciousness。 She did
not take her eyes off Raskolnikov； feeling that all her safety lay
in him。 Katerina Ivanovna breathed hard and painfully and seemed
fearfully exhausted。 Amalia Ivanovna stood looking more stupid than
any one； with her mouth wide open； unable to make out what had
happened。 She only saw that Pyotr Petrovitch had somehow come to
grief。
Raskolnikov was attempting to speak again； but they did not let him。
Every one was crowding round Luzhin with threats and shouts of
abuse。 But Pyotr Petrovitch was not intimidated。 Seeing that his
accusation of Sonia had completely failed； he had recourse to
insolence：
〃Allow me； gentlemen； allow me！ Don't squeeze； let me pass！〃 he
said； making his way through the crowd。 〃And no threats if you please！
I assure you it will be useless； you will gain nothing by it。 On the
contrary； you'll have to answer； gentlemen； for violently
obstructing the course of justice。 The thief has been more than
unmasked； and I shall prosecute。 Our judges are not so blind and。。。
not so drunk； and will not believe the testimony of two notorious
infidels； agitators； and atheists； who accuse me from motives of
personal revenge which they are foolish enough to admit。。。。 Yes； allow
me to pass！〃
〃Don't let me find a trace of you in my room！ Kindly leave at
once； and everything is at an end between us！ When I think of the
trouble I've been taking； the way I've been expounding。。。 all this
fortnight！〃
〃I told you myself to…day that I was going； when you tried to keep
me； now I will simply add that you are a fool。 I advise you to see a
doctor for your brains and your short sight。 Let me pass； gentlemen！〃
He forced his way through。 But the commissariat clerk was
unwilling to let him off so easily： he picked up a glass from the
table； brandished it in the air and flung it at Pyotr Petrovitch；
but the glass flew straight at Amalia Ivanovna。 She screamed； and
the clerk； overbalancing； fell heavily under the table。 Pyotr
Petrovitch made his way to his room and half an hour later had left
the house。 Sonia； timid by nature； had felt before that day that she
could be ill…treated more easily than any one； and that she could be
wronged with impunity。 Yet till that moment she had fancied that she
might escape misfortune by care； gentleness and submissiveness
before every one。 Her disappointment was too great。 She could； of
course； bear with patience and almost without murmur anything； even
this。 But for the first minute she felt it too bitter。 In spite of her
triumph and her justification… when her first terror and
stupefaction had passed and she could understand it all clearly… the
feeling of her helplessness and of the wrong done to her made her
heart throb with anguish and she was overcome with hysterical weeping。
At last； unable to bear any more； she rushed out of the room and ran
home； almost immediately after Luzhin's departure。 When amidst loud
laughter the glass flew at Amalia Ivanovna； it was more than the
landlady could endure。 With a shriek she rushed like a fury at
Katerina Ivanovna； considering her to blame for everything。
〃Out of my lodgings！ A
