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signs of acute suffering。 She did not make the slightest approach
to their former familiarity; but she spoke without any
embarrassment; like one who had given herself up; and was;
therefore; indifferent。 Hugh could not help feeling as if she knew
every thought that was passing in his mind; and; having withdrawn
herself from him; was watching him with a cold; ghostly interest。
She took his arm to go into the dining…room; and actually leaned
upon it; as; indeed; she was compelled to do。 Her uncle was
delighted to see her once more。 Mrs。 Elton addressed her with
kindness; and Lady Emily with sweet cordiality。 She herself seemed
to care for nobody and nothing。 As soon as dinner was over; she
sent for her maid; and withdrew to her own room。 It was a great
relief to Hugh to feel that he was no longer in danger of
encountering her eyes。
Gradually she recovered strength; though it was again some days
before she appeared at the dinner…table。 The distance between Hugh
and her seemed to increase instead of diminish; till at length he
scarcely dared to offer her the smallest civility; lest she should
despise him as a hypocrite。 The further she removed herself from
him; the more he felt inclined to respect her。 By common consent
they avoided; as much as before; any behaviour that might attract
attention; though the effort was of a very different nature now。 It
was wretched enough; no doubt; for both of them。
The time drew near for Lady Emily's departure。
〃What are your plans for the winter; Mrs。 Elton?〃 said Mr。 Arnold;
one day。
〃I intend spending the winter in London;〃 she answered。
〃Then you are not going with Lady Emily to Madeira?〃
〃No。 Her father and one of her sisters are going with her。〃
〃I have a great mind to spend the winter abroad myself; but the
difficulty is what to do with Harry。〃
〃Could you not leave him with Mr。 Sutherland?〃
〃No。 I do not choose to do that。〃
〃Then let him come to me。 I shall have all my little establishment
up; and there will be plenty of room for Harry。〃
〃A very kind offer。 I may possibly avail myself of it。〃
〃I fear we could hardly accommodate his tutor; though。 But that
will be very easily arranged。 He could sleep out of the house;
could he not?〃
〃Give yourself no trouble about that。 I wish Harry to have masters
for the various branches he will study。 It will teach him more of
men and the world generally; and prevent his being too much
influenced by one style of thinking。〃
〃But Mr。 Sutherland is a very good tutor。〃
〃Yes。 Very。〃
To this there could be no reply but a question; and Mr。 Arnold's
manner not inviting one; the conversation was dropped。
Euphra gradually resumed her duties in the house; as far as great
lameness would permit。 She continued to show a quiet and dignified
reserve towards Hugh。 She made no attempts to fascinate him; and
never avoided his look when it chanced to meet hers。 But although
there was no reproach any more than fascination in her eyes; Hugh's
always fell before hers。 She walked softly like Ahab; as if; now
that Hugh knew; she; too; was ever conscious。
Her behaviour to Mrs。 Elton and Lady Emily was likewise improved;
but apparently only from an increase of indifference。 When the time
came; and they departed; she did not even appear to be much
relieved。
Once she asked Hugh to help her with a passage of Dante; but
betrayed no memory of the past。 His pleased haste to assist her;
showed that he at least; if fancy…free; was not memory…clear。 She
thanked him very gently and truly; took up her book like a
school…girl; and limped away。 Hugh was smitten to the heart。 〃If I
could but do something for her!〃 thought he; but there was nothing
to be done。 Although she had deserved it; somehow her behaviour
made him feel as if he had wronged her in ceasing to love her。
One day; in the end of September; Mr。 Arnold and Hugh were alone
after breakfast。 Mr。 Arnold spoke:
〃Mr。 Sutherland; I have altered my plans with regard to Harry。 I
wish him to spend the winter in London。〃
Hugh listened and waited。 Mr。 Arnold went on; after a slight pause:
〃There I wish him to reap such advantages as are to be gained in the
metropolis。 He has improved wonderfully under your instruction; and
is now; I think; to be benefited principally by a variety of
teachers。 I therefore intend that he shall have masters for the
different branches which it is desirable he should study。
Consequently I shall be compelled to deny him your services;
valuable as they have hitherto been。〃
〃Very well; Mr。 Arnold;〃 said Mr。 Sutherland; with the indifference
of one who feels himself ill…used。 〃When shall I take my leave of
him?〃
〃Not before the middle of the next month; at the earliest。 But I
will write you a cheque for your salary at once。〃
So saying; Mr。 Arnold left the room for a moment; and returning;
handed Hugh a cheque for a year's salary。 Hugh glanced at it; and
offering it again to Mr。 Arnold; said:
〃No; Mr。 Arnold; I can claim scarcely more than half a year's
salary。〃
〃Mr。 Sutherland; your engagement was at so much a year; and if I
prevent you from fulfilling your part of it; I am bound to fulfil
mine。 Indeed; you might claim further provision。〃
〃You are very kind; Mr。 Arnold。〃
〃Only just;〃 rejoined Mr。 Arnold; with conscious dignity。 〃I am
under great obligation to you for the way in which you have devoted
yourself to Harry。〃
Hugh's conscience gave him a pang。 Is anything more painful than
undeserved praise?
〃I have hardly done my duty by him;〃 said he。
〃I can only say that the boy is wonderfully altered for the better;
and I thank you。 I am obliged to you: oblige me by putting the
cheque in your pocket。〃
Hugh persisted no longer in his refusal; and indeed it had been far
more a feeling of pride than of justice that made him decline
accepting it at first。 Nor was there any generosity in Mr。 Arnold's
cheque; for Hugh; as he admitted; might have claimed board and
lodging as well。 But Mr。 Arnold was one of the ordinarily
honourable; who; with perfect characters for uprightness; always
contrive to err on the safe side of the purse; and the doubtful side
of a severely interpreted obligation。 Such people; in so doing; not
unfrequently secure for themselves; at the same time; the reputation
of generosity。
Hugh could not doubt that his dismissal was somehow or other
connected with the loss of the ring; but he would not stoop to
inquire into the matter。 He hoped that time would set all right;
and; in fact; felt considerable indifference to the opinion of Mr。
Arnold; or of any one in the house; except Harry。
The boy burst into tears when informed of his father's decision with
regard to his winter studies; and could only be consoled by the hope
which Hugh held out to himcertainly upon a very slight
foundationthat they might meet sometimes in London。 For the
little time that remained; Hugh devoted himself unceasingly to his
pupil; not merely studying with him; but walking; riding; reading
stories; and going through all sorts of exercises for the
strengthening of his person and constitution。 The best results
followed both for Harry and his tutor。
CHAPTER XXXI。
EXPLANATIONS。
I have done nothing good to win belief;
My life hath been so faithless; all the creatures
Made for heaven's honours; have their ends; and good ones;
All but。。。false women。。。When they die; like tales
Ill…told; and unbelieved; they pass away。
I will redeem one minute of my age;
Or; like another Niobe; I'll weep
Till I am water。
BEAUMONT AND FLETCHER。The Maid's Tragedy。
The days passed quickly by; and the last evening that Hugh was to
spend at Arnstead arrived。 He wandered out alone。 He had been with
Harry all day; and now he wished for a few moments of solitude。 It
was a lovely autumn evening。 He went into the woods behind the
house。 The leaves were still thick upon the trees; but most of them
had changed to gold; and brown; and red; and the sweet faint odours
of those that had fallen; and lay thick underfoot; ascended like a
voice from the grave; saying: 〃Here dwelleth some sadness; but no
despair。〃