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and I invariably succumb。
But for all that�察�I had to announce my departure to Therese。 She came
into the library with an armful of wood to make a little fire ;une flambe�察─�
she said。 For the mornings are chilly。 I watched her out of the corner of my
eye while she crouched down at the hearth�察�with her head in the opening
of the fireplace。 I do not know how I then found the courage to speak�察�but
I did so without much hesitation。 I got up�察�and�察�walking up and down the
room�察 �observed in a careless tone�察 �with that swaggering manner
characteristic of cowards�察�
;By the way�察�Therese�察�I am going to Sicily。;
Having thus spoken�察 �I awaited the consequence with great anxiety。
Therese did not reply。 Her head and her vast cap remained buried in the
fireplace�察�and nothing in her person�察�which I closely watched�察�betrayed the
least emotion。 She poked some paper under the wood�察�and blew up the fire。
That was all� �
Finally I saw her face again��it was calmso calm that it made me
vexed。 ;Surely�察─�I thought to myself�察 �this old maid has no heart。 She lets
me go away without saying so much as AH� �Can the absence of her old
master really affect her so little�拭─�
;Well�察�then go�察�Monsieur�察─�she answered at last�察 �only be back here by
six o'clock� �There is a dish for dinner to´day which will not wait for
anybody。;
Naples�察�November 10�察�1859。
;Co tra calle vive�察�magna�察�e lave a faccia。;
I understand�察�my friendfor three centimes I can eat�察�drink�察�and wash
my face�察 �all by means of one of those slices of watermelon you display
there on a little table。 But Occidental prejudices would prevent me from
enjoying that simple pleasure freely and frankly。 And how could I suck a
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watermelon�拭�I have enough to do mereley to keep on my feet in this crowd。
What a luminous�察 �noisy night in the Strada di Porto� �Mountains of fruit
tower up in the shops�察 �illuminated by multicoloured lanterns。 Upon
charcoal furnaces lighted in the open air water boils and steams�察 �and
ragouts are singing in frying´pans。 The smell of fried fish and hot meats
tickles my nose and makes me sneeze。 At this moment I find that my
handkerchief has left the pocket of my frock´coat。 I am pushed�察�lifted up�察�
and turned about in every direction by the gayest�察�the most talkative�察�the
most animated and the most adroit populace possible to imagine�察 �and
suddenly a young woman of the people�察 �while I am admiring her
magnificent hair�察 �with a single shock of her powerful elastic shoulder�察�
pushes me staggering three paces back at least�察 �without injury�察 �into the
arms of a maccaroni´eater�察�who receives me with a smile。
I am in Naples。 How I ever managed to arrive here�察 �with a few
mutilated and shapeless remains of baggage�察�I cannot tell�察�because I am no
longer myself。 I have been travelling in a condition of perpetual fright�察�and
I think that I must have looked awhile ago in this bright city like an owl
bewildered by sunshine。 To´night it is much worse� �Wishing to obtain a
glimpse of popular manners�察�I went to the Strada di Porto�察�where I now am。
All about me animated throngs of people crowd and press before the
eating´places�察 �and I float like a waif among these living surges�察 �which�察�
even while they submerge you�察�still caress。 For this Neopolitan people has�察�
in its very vivacity�察 �something indescribably gentle and polite。 I am not
roughly jostled�察�I am merely swayed about�察�and I think that by dint of thus
rocking me to and fro�察�these good folks want to lull me asleep on my feet。
I admire�察 �as I tread the lava pavements of the strada�察 �those porters and
fishermen who move by me chatting�察 �singing�察 �smoking�察 �gesticulating�察�
quarrelling�察�and embracing each other the next moment with astonishing
versatility of mood。 They live through all their sense at the same time�察�and�察�
being philosophers without knowing it�察�keep the measure of their desires
in accordance with the brevity of life。 I approach a much´patronised tavern�察�
and see inscribed above the entrance this quatrain in Neopolitan patois�此�
;Amice�察�alliegre magnammo e bevimmo N fin che n'ce stace noglio a
la lucerna�此 �Chi sa s'a l'autro munno n'ce verdimmo�拭 �Chi sa s'a l'autro
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munno n'ce taverna�拭─。А�Friends�察�let us merrily eat and drink as long as oil
remains in the lamp�此�Who knows if we shall meet again in another world�拭�
Who knows if in the other world there will be a tavern�拭┌А�
Even such counsels was Horace wont to give to his friends。 You
received them�察 �Posthumus�察 �you heard them also�察 �Leuconoe�察 �perverse
beauty who wished to know the secrets of the future。 That future is now
the past�察 �and we know it well。 Of a truth you were foolish to worry
yourselves about so small a matter�察�and your friend showed his good sense
when he told you to take life wisely and to filter your Greek wines
;Sapias�察�vina liques。; Even thus the sight of a fair land under a spotless
sky urges to the pursuit of quiet pleasures。 but there are souls for ever
harassed by some sublime discontent�察�those are the noblest。 You were of
such�察�Leuconoe�察 �and I�察 �visiting for the first time�察 �in my declining years�察�
that city where your beauty was famed of old�察�I salute with deep respect
your melancholy memory。 Those souls of kin to your own who appeared
in the age of Chrisitianity were souls of saints�察�and the ;Golden Legend; is
full of the miracles they wrought。 Your friend Horace left a less noble
posterity�察�and I see one of his descendants in the person of that tavern poet�察�
who at this moment is serving out wine in cups under the epicurean motto
of his sign。
And yet life decides in favour of friend Flaccus�察�and his philosophy is
the only one which adapts itself to the course of events。 There is a fellow
leaning against that trellis´work covered with vine´ leaves�察�and eating an
ice�察�while watching the stars。 He would not stoop even to pick up the old
manuscript I am going to seek with so much trouble and fatigue。 And in
truth man is made rather to eat ices than to pore over old texts。
I continued to wander about among the drinkers and the singers。 There
were lovers biting into beautiful fruit�察�each with an arm about the other's
waist。 Man must be naturally bad�察�for all this strange joy only evoked in
me a feeling of uttermost despondency。 That thronging populace displayed
such artless delight in the simple act of living�察 �that all the shynesses
begotten by my old habits as an author awoke and intensified into
something like fright。 Furthermore�察�I found myself much discouraged by
my inability to understand a word of all the storm of chatter about me。 It
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was a humiliating experience for a philologist。 Thus I had begun to feel
quite sulky�察�when I was startled to hear someone behind me observe�此�
;Dimitri�察 �that old man is certainly a Frenchman。